LOGINSo I'm not wanted, just tolerated because you want to fuck my mum? Don't you bother! I don't need a new father, "I slammed them in the head and nobody knew anything to say against it.
I sat in silence on the plane, at the window, and watched the people driving back and forth with heavy machinery outside. Besides my music in my ear, I suddenly heard Mum's voice.
A quick glance at her told me that she was busy trying to stow her hand luggage. Of course, Tesa swore so loudly that everyone around us was staring at us as if we weren't from this planet. Super.
"Damn! I can't get the bags in there. Why are these cursed compartments so small? Preston, help me out! Preston! Are you even listening to me No, of course not! ”She moaned unabashedly.
I'd rather turn my music up, Genetikk –Sorry , louder in my ear so that I no longer have to hear it curse. Enclosed I pulled my cap so low over my face and closed my eyes. During the long flight, I tried to get some sleep, which I more or less managed.
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Finally in the afternoon ...
I arrived in dreary Germany.
I looked around the airport exhausted. To be honest, my head was too tired to think about what to expect.
“I want you to unpack and clean up your bags in the next few days. Do you understand me? Oh, school starts early for you tomorrow morning. Think about your school supplies when we are home soon, ”my mum chattered, like wildly, as if she had sat on a bunch of bumblebees on the plane.
"What, when?" I asked my mum because I hadn't really listened to her. Rather, I was fighting with the crowd that swirled by all around us. You had to be so careful not to get knocked over. As hectic as the people were all on it. Strange people, just as fidgety as my mum. Well, that was really promising.
“You already understood me! School starts on Tuesday. Tomorrow morning to be precise! And now please don't dawdle. Joe will be waiting outside the airport ”, she pushed me hastily from behind.
Indeed, a tall, suntanned man with broad shoulders was standing in front of a chic black BMW, leaning casually against the car, waiting for his queen of hearts. He wore 3/4 jeans and a white tank top. His deep black sunglasses covered his otherwise ice-green eyes and the non-existent hair on his head was perfect. Yes, that was Joe, briefly and perfectly described. My mum had always had a thing for well-built, well-trained machos.
When the two noticed each other, Tesa immediately ran up to Joe in her pink dress and happily jumped into his arms. They greeted each other warmly and heartily for half an eternity.
"Uh, that's disgusting," I whispered to myself and pushed my red cap deep into my face. So disgusted by this embarrassing and childish behavior, my mum, I pushed the cart with the luggage to the car. A little clumsily I tried to heave Mums XXL suitcase into the trunk when suddenly Joe spoke to me from behind.
"Nice to see you too, Preston," he greeted me with a laugh. I started so much in shock that the trolley promptly slipped out of my hands and crashed to the floor. With gasps I tried nothing to reply and immediately picked it up again.
"Hey, don't you want to greet me? Come on, let that go! I'll pack the heavy suitcases in the car, ”laughed Joe, patting me on the shoulder.
"Come on, just leave me alone and never touch me again!" I quickly rejected him and sparkled sharply to my mum.
She gave me a legendary serious look before I got into the car, shivering. I absolutely couldn't smell this guy. I actually tried to love my mum, to trust Joe, but it was just so hard for me to get involved with him. Or anyone at all.
In any case, I was really happy that the guy lives a bit outside of the city center, in a relatively nice area. Which one couldn't exactly say about the rest of what I've seen so far. Somehow Berlin was so built up and cramped, I thought. I had the oppressive feeling of almost suffocating. Sure, something like that had to come from someone who had lived in the States. It was all loose there, a few miles apart before a new town came along. In between there was nothing far and wide.
When I noticed the page was soaked in blood, I had to stop. I couldn't write any more. My action at that moment was frozen by the sight. My right hand and my ballpoint pen were already covered in blood. I closed my eyes and closed the book first, pushed it under my bed before I got up and then quietly but quickly scurried into the bathroom. Once there, I frantically washed my hands and my left forearm. Two of the cuts were even deeper than expected. Immediately I went to the closet and packed the basket with bandages under my arm, with, to my room. There I bandaged my forearm. Then I did the same with my right hand.I needed another cigarette. My body started shaking and obviously seemed to be in withdrawal. I lit a butt and immediately took the first draft. Immediately I felt my racing heartbeat calm down and I buried my bound hand in my pocket.It was already quite late in the evening. Suddenly my mum was standing in my room. In my life I hadn't expected her any
Damn it, what was he doing here now? My head moved to the side and I noticed that the boys from the parallel class have also arrived here. Obviously we had sports together. Great!"Then pay close attention, Raul. You better let go of me now and never touch me again! I definitely don't want any stress with you here! Just leave me alone and you better get out of my way! And by the way, I want to have my jacket back right away, ”I replied meekly and tore myself away from the guy in panic. I couldn't bear to be touched anymore. I was aloof!Raul looked at me from head to toe before he let go of my collar and immediately grabbed my left arm when I reflexively wanted to turn away from him. I caught my breath in shock, so that I could hardly breathe.“I really want to, for you, Preston hope. Oh, look at that. Our fagot is even an emo! It also cuts itself! Are you going to cry in a corner now? Why do you actually do something stupid? You are probably not tha
The radio jumped on and said something about 30 degrees and bright sunshine. As soon as I opened my eyes and wanted to switch off the alarm clock, pleasant music started playing and I turned on the other side."Preston do I have to wake you every day? Get up and come down," came Joe's stern voice."Hmm ... I'll be right there," I muttered, pressing my head into the pillow again."I hope so," he replied and audibly left the floor.Oh man, I didn't feel like going to school, I thought to myself and slowly tormented myself. I mean, after yesterday's botched school start, I couldn't look forward to having to go there again. Because I didn't necessarily want to experience more embarrassments again.Completely sleepy, I padded to the closet, pulled some fresh clothes out of the closet and strolled with them into the bathroom. Finished washed and styled, I examined my hair one last time in the mirror. One, two, three strands that fell annoyingly in my fac
Preston o`Connor! It's a shame that we have to get to know each other like this. This is your first day of school and you are already getting noticed. I don't even want to know what you have to say about it. Not to mention because of them Raul Hamton! You will both be warned! I will contact your parents and inform them of this incident. If this happens again, I'll give you a reprimand! And now go back to your classes. The conversation is over! ”, The burly older man with dark brown short hair and a beard explained to us."Please excuse the inconvenience, Mr. Brown," I said quietly and Raul apologized as well. We both got up and went outside without a word."We are far from finished Preston," Raul warned me and disappeared.I also strolled back to my class, shaking my head.At my old school, I was the gangster who always hung out with high school students. The girls flew on me in a row and I never had any problems finding followers. You only needed t
Hi you pretty ones. How are you? ", I asked overpowering the group.“Good and yourself?” One of them wanted to know."Girls. This is Preston. Preston that's Hannah, Michaela, Antonia and Paula. You already know my BBF Betti and me. Hannah and Antonia are in our parallel class, ”Laura introduced me to the girls, one after the other, starting from the left."Hi," I replied legendarily.“And did you arrive safely? How do you like school so far? Now I finally have the pleasure to talk to you. Our new one in the class, "Paula immediately poked me."Yes, everything is great. It's just a little strange having to get up so early in the morning, Paula. My school always started at nine, ”I explained patiently."What really? You had it good Why did you move to Germany? You lived in America ”, this Paula continued to bombard me."You look really cute", Hannah whispered suddenly, with a bright red head in betwee
Yes, Ms. Brown," I couldn't bring myself to say so easily.“Your class is 10 F. The class leader is called Ms. Liebhold. Unfortunately, I can't leave here at the moment, because I'm alone and waiting for an important call. But I'm sure you will find your own class. It's also very easy. You have to go upstairs next to our office, to the first floor and left to the very back. On the wall, next to the classrooms, are the classes and the cables on them. If I am not mistaken, it should be the third or second door from the back on the right, ”she explained to me with illuminated hand movements."OK. Thank you. I'll find it, ”I replied and politely said goodbye.I followed their instructions and immediately found my new class at the penultimate door. I paused for a moment in front of the locked door. He took another deep breath and finally knocked haphazardly and entered."Um, good morning ... I'm Preston o´Connor. I ... I'm probably new