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My childhood
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2020-10-12 18:04:13I've been picked up by the police a dozen times now. Fortunately, I mostly got away with a black eye. My criminal record, which already consisted of minor shoplifting, countless brawls, illegal car races, gun ownership, stolen goods and minors in public drunkenness, grew longer and longer and it was only a matter of time before something worse happened.
Unfortunately, this also happened at the end of my current 15 years, which is why my mum had to get me out of custody and finally wanted to leave the country overnight with me ...
I've been alive since the incident two years ago, just for the moment. I didn't care about anything by now, just to take a breath and feel that I was still alive ...
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“Are you ready, Preston?
Preston please stop dreaming! "
my mum wanted to know from me right away. All of a sudden she was standing in the threshold, freshly styled and smartly dressed. Tesa wore a pink, loose, knee-length dress. Her long brown hair fell wildly curled over her shoulders. Even her, also, shining blue eyes, thanks to the black kajal, came into their own even better. In short, yes, my mum just looked hot, which I was kind of proud of.
"Yes I am," I replied curtly and threw my black backpack over my shoulders. On the way to the airport, I sat next to Mum, in the rental car, and suddenly became calmer.
"Hey? What's wrong with you, my baby? ”Tesa wanted to know, glancing at me.
"Nothing. I like Joe ... just ... not that much, "I stuttered, leaning my head against the rainy window pane.
"How do you come up with that now? He's nice and made a good impression on you when I showed him to you. You even skyped together. And now please stop being so suspicious. There is no turning back, young man! I really can't hear this whining any more, ”Tesa argued with unusual severity and concentrated on the traffic again.
I knew deep down that I absolutely didn't want to move in with Joe. Maybe it was because we somehow didn't get along, I thought hard.
When we made a phone call, at the request of my mum, Joe had made a normal impression, but somehow ambiguous remarks kept coming up that unsettled me. For example, the two were talking. I wanted to go to the toilet, but I stood petrified behind the bathroom door and overheard the conversation that made me shiver:
“He lacks discipline and manners!” I heard him say.
“I know myself that Preston is not that easy, but he's still my son and unfortunately in the middle of puberty, Joe. I'm not leaving him behind and you know that very well. If you want to be with me, then you have to accept my son too. I told you that from the start when we first met. He is all I have and still a child who lacks a father, ”Tesa defended me.
“The boy is, in my opinion, difficult to educate and he won't listen to you anyway. How do you imagine that in Germany? Should it go on like this? Bad enough he was in jail at that young age. You don't have it under control anymore. They'll take the boy away from you if you don't finally take action. "
Both of them stopped talking abruptly when I was able to break free from my shock and join them.
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