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Dirty work
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2020-10-12 18:03:24Instead of throwing a stupid remark at her head, I kept silent and did what she asked of me without a word. I really had no other choice, I had to move to Germany.
After hearing my quiet silence as accepted and accepted, she nodded contentedly and then left my room. After this announcement I was completely lost in thought and randomly stuffed my headphones and MP3 player, a few loose pieces of paper, a water bottle, a black book and other insignificant things into my backpack. I admit, I caused my mum a lot of worries by already having enough employees. I was no longer a blank slate or the model boy that every mother wanted ...
When I was just 6 years old, after school was over, I was often wandering around outside until late at night. Or I had been dragged onto Mum's dirty work.
When I asked if I had a father, my mum legendarily told me that we only had each other. After all, the older I got, the more I probed. I wanted to know what about him and the rest of the family, but I only got to hear that they were all self-loving, cowardly people who only cared about themselves. So I gave up and accepted her words.
At the time, she was just 17 and a whore when she got pregnant with me and was completely overwhelmed with a brat. She was a rebel and ran away from home very young. Tesa had already had countless diverse jobs. First from the dishwasher, over a stupid dumpster who only had to refill coffee, but the money just wasn't enough to make ends meet.
That's why she had started to go shopping. It really sucked to know that my producer sucked tons of cocks for money. That's why I hardly said a word about my "family" ... It was only when I turned thirteen that she finally stopped, in part, and trained as a nurse. So she became a little bit more down to earth if you ignored her part-time job.
All in all, there was always little time for me and my upbringing. My memories of my childhood, I had meanwhile well suppressed, because it was anything but normal and well protected.
Therefore, my resolution to live was only to feel the kick and the urge to be daring. It was the only possibility, recognizable for me, to be able to escape from this godless life for a moment.
At the age of 12 I started my first theft, in a kiosk and had unpleasant contact with the police for the first time. I wanted to try myself and test my limits.
My outlook on life changed completely when I turned thirteen. At home I could hardly bear it anymore and was there as little as possible. Especially mom's fast-paced love affairs. At school, I quickly made friends with the boys in high school. We often skipped classes. Smoking during the breaks was normal and minor fights were the order of the day. I was notorious and at school I built my image as a bad boy. When they didn't have time, I preferred to hang around the streets and in parks. I desperately tried to make some money of my own by first selling weapons. I came across illegal car races and promptly got social hours. Unfortunately, these things hardly go unnoticed by the police and I constantly maneuvered myself from one shit to the next. Somehow I had a knack for it.
I knew that Tesa was slowly despairing of my upbringing. She kept trying to appeal to my sanity. But I didn't want to hear all the warnings. I really didn't want to lose my image, because this was the perfect facade to protect my broken self. I had drunk myself into a coma several times, hoping to finally forget. Unfortunately in vain.
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