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2020-10-12 18:02:42What should I even begin to do with the term "friendly navy blue"? Maybe she meant the wall colors? In any case, these were the only blue color in the room that was shown in the photo.
A little wistfully, I went home for the last time. A slight shiver came over me and my fist clenched what Tesa had told me about her lover.
“Joe is a really great man. So down to earth and normal. We're finally becoming a real family, Preston. "
I couldn't get a word out of this sentence. With such statements, I usually got a big lump in my throat. I knew my mum, she was always on fire when a guy promised her heaven on earth. Anyway.
Back on the groundwork, I wistfully stepped through the door.
We lived, no, we lived in a small, run-down apartment, which was in a huge skyscraper on the 18th floor. A small, petite woman in a baggy look and pinned up brown hair, my mum Tesa, immediately shot up at me angrily and started moaning:
“Damn it, Preston o`Connor! Where on earth have you been I was fucking worried that you ran away again! We have to be at the airport in three hours. Are you even aware of that? "
"I was only running one lap," I replied unimpressed.
"To run? How about if, in the future, you could just let me know where you're hanging around, young man? ”She asked me, nerves baring, and crossed her arms in front of her chest.
"Because you wouldn't have allowed me to anyway," I whispered while taking off my shoes.
“There is a good reason why I would not have allowed you, young man! After all, I took you out of custody two days ago. Do you want to go back there? And now go take a shower, you stink terribly and pack up the rest of your crap! Otherwise it stays here. "
"Yes," I mumbled and went to take a shower. I thought it was more pleasant not to bring anything back to her, as I wasn't really interested in further discussions.
As I had just finished getting dressed, Tesa suddenly burst open in my room. Probably just to check if I was still there, I thought to myself.
"Ma, do I have to go with you? I don't want to leave here ”, I stammered depressed and let my gaze wander through the room one last time.
My kingdom was like a shoebox or a closet, it was so small. What I had experienced here came to mind as I examined the walls.
They weren't covered in wallpaper, but instead were full of texts and poems written on by me. There were sentences like “ No one can hit as hard as life, but what counts is how many hits someone can take and still continue afterwards” and “The world is not just made of sunshine and rain. It's often an ugly place and doesn't care how strong or weak you are ”.
All memories that I had to leave behind wistfully now. In this concrete floor space there was just a bed, a wardrobe that no longer had any floors inside and a broken desk that leaned half apart on the wall. The door to my room was only a big blue and white striped linen cloth. Because I was last beaten by her ex-ex-guy through the ailing pressboard.
Tesa freaked out when her penultimate fuck relationship made her believe that I had smashed the door myself. For that matter, I am very disappointed with my father who scolded my mum for never believing me.
Tesa crossed her arms over her chest again and finally answered me, after a big sigh: “You know that there is no going back now, Preston! And you also know that there is no future for you like this! If we don't start all over now and I don't get you out of this hole, you will go down mercilessly on me. You know very well that the judge wanted you to immigrate to the education camp and that for a whole three years! Until you were of legal age! Are you even aware of that? And now it's over, we're off to the airport. You also knew very well that I wanted to move away one day, but you don't give me any other choice! "
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