All Chapters of Have you Ever been in Love?: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

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Crazy?

Either he didn't even notice my breathing problems or he ignored them very consistently, in any case he carefully dabbed my knee with a damp cloth. I gritted my teeth to keep from crying like a six-year-old and concentrated on the feeling of being very close to him. It worked well, my thinking was easily preoccupied with it. I felt like a little girl sitting there being treated, but I had no problem with it at the moment. Hm. He'd be a good father for sure ...Stop. Enough. Don't think any further, Jenny. Are you totally crazy?At least I was convinced by this that he could not read minds, because if, he would react somehow have, I didn't trust him to have such perfect self-control.I turned my head and hid my face in his shirt, partly because I was absolutely disgusted with my leg and partly so that he couldn't see I was blushing. Okay, this gesture wasn't entirely altruistic, I inconspicuously inhaled his scent, which was even stronger than before.

Last Updated : 2020-08-29

Your friend

clicked on 'Submit', turned off the laptop and sighed. What they were all worried about ... I had brought myself to spare a little time and in the last half hour almost typed my fingers bloody trying to answer everyone satisfactorily. Okay, if Naiara hadn't reminded me that my mom wanted to know how I was doing, I probably wouldn't have written for a week or so. But I've been really, really busy!At first I went shopping with Serena on Tuesday, partly because I needed new things, partly because otherwise she would have dragged me along. We'd been to a slightly larger town, the name of which I still couldn't pronounce, and we'd scoured all the shops - Serena's enthusiasm was unstoppable and contagious. It was easy for me to be with her and I could have listened to her for hours when she talked about the past few years that I had missed.School was okay, the glances gradually decreased and I was part of Aileen's clique during the breaks. Her best friend's name was

Last Updated : 2020-08-29

Want more

Actually, I had always been famous for my downright bad memory - which my fellow human beings always found extremely amusing. But when I thought back to the evening that day later, I remembered every detail ...Later Serena came over to me so that I 'didn't have to be alone in the house,' as she pointed out. In retrospect, I suspected that she had already planned the cocktail party that evening, which we then organized at her insistence - against her enthusiasm I simply had no chance. Originally it was supposed to be some kind of reception for David, José and Naiara (which seemed a bit over the top, but well, it was Serena), but after a while of waiting we just started. In fact, it wasn't really a cocktail party at all, because Serena insisted on not using alcohol, so we were sitting on the terrace with non-alcoholic drinks when they came back."Here we are again!" David shouted from afar and came around the corner first, followed closely by José and Naia

Last Updated : 2020-08-29

Feelings

Reality is the best director. I experienced the first night I couldn't sleep. I lay awake for hours and stared at the ceiling without my thoughts turning. I soon gave up on 'there's nothing wrong with it' and instead wondered whether it would be wonderful or horrific. Unfortunately, I tended to turn the wonderful into the horrific, so I wasn't particularly optimistic.The result was that the next morning I looked sleepy and pretty creepy, I couldn't even hide the worst of it under makeup. I hated myself for getting so upset about the fact of spending several weeks with one person alone. Okay, you had to say that it wasn't just any normal mortal person, noooo, we're talking about the stunning, perfect, super cute, -"Jenny? You still want cocoa? ”José looked at me expectantly, I stared back blankly and tried to grasp the meaning of his words.

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

Sleepless nights

He's just one of many ... It was that first night. I lay wide awake in bed and watched the rays of the evening sun fade on my covers. It was hotter than usual and I was glad that the holidays would start here soon too. But I still don't think it was the unbearable heat. I could almost feel that he was the only one in the house besides me and it was in a strange way calming and irritating at the same time.I couldn't help thinking of my parents, Betty, Kathi ... Nico ... The people who were at home. That thought sounded wrong and I knew only too well why. My home was here. At least for the moment. I belonged here. Now. The e-mails from Germany had decreased in the last week and I wondered whether it was because of me or because they too noticed that one could definitely live without me. I waited for the pain that was to follow that last thought, but it didn't come. I

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

I love y*u

The last days at school passed and I had more than two months of vacation ahead of me, which I could use from morning to evening to do what I wanted (in other words: do something with José!). But before this pleasant time lay another day for me, which I sometimes longed for and sometimes almost forgot. In this case, the latter, if I hadn't had extremely attentive fellow men.I woke up because it was warmer than usual. Somehow differently warm, not sun-warm. And it smelled ... good. Familiar. I knew that smell very well, I loved it. My thoughts were slow and only gradually realized. But ..."Happy Birthday." I blinked in confusion, although of course I knew who this incomparable voice belonged to. And of course my senses had recognized him long before my mind. I took my time with an answer and looked at him for a long time. He was sitting on my mattress, one hand on my waist (and although I was strangely used to being touched by him, the touch sent small electric

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

Fell in love

Before I got around to thinking about it, the first week of vacation was over (maybe because I fell into bed dead tired and was busy all day thanks to José). Secretly I wondered if he was working down a secret list because even though he always asked me to propose something (and I never had an idea), he always seemed to think of something. The days passed by almost involuntarily, and I had the feeling that I could almost watch the sun move rapidly across the sky. I was horrified at how quickly time passed and with every passing day I wished more and more to be able to stop the world sometimes ...But of course I did everything wrong again. Saw everything through rose-colored glasses and didn't notice what was really happening. At least not until that Sunday afternoon, when everything suddenly changed for me in a rather unspectacular way.I couldn't say what he had done to persuade me, but José didn't giv

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

Heartbeat

When you're with me, the whole shitty world is okay. It was the same evening.As soon as we got to the house, I rushed madly into the bathroom, stared at myself in the mirror rather wittily for a few minutes (but no, no red spots of recognition on my face or anything) and then showered until only cold water came up. Hot showers always worked very reliably, and this is also the case today. I could relax and switch off for a while, quieter my thoughts that kept repeating themselves.Unfortunately, this method only worked until the moment the water got cold and I dried off, shivering. As if they had just been waiting for it, my feelings collapsed over me again and although I purposely dressed slowly and carefully blow-dried and combed myself, I was done far too quickly. For minutes I stood motionless in front of the kitchen door, weighing the pros and cons of going in and facing him. Eventually the c

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

Hugs

For some I would die ...... let die for others. The lighter it got, the more I felt the sleepless night. And although I yelled at myself inside that I wanted to continue to enjoy the feeling of José very close to me, there was nothing I could do about it when my eyelids got heavier and heavier and I finally fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.I woke up when he moved next to me and when I blinked I saw that the sun was already sinking lower and lower - it was late afternoon. I almost craned my neck to look at him, my head sunk on his shoulder as I slept. And I actually slept in the same bed with him. Okay, I was wrapped in my own single blanket, but still."How are you? I didn't want to wake you, sorry. ”He sat up a little, we had unconsciously leaned against each other. My closeness did not seem to bother him, however, as I found wi

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

Well... not really

Giving up has never been my strength. My stupid vomit flu lasted about four days. From morning to night I lay in bed until José finally allowed me to get up (after he had carried me back and forth, which wasn't bad either). Outwardly, my illness did not leave the slightest trace. Unfortunately, internally.I should have known that first night wasn't good. Because the problem was that I had only gotten the taste for it and got used to it. Every night I told myself it should be the last. And every night I broke my rules again. He was just doing too well. And unfortunately I only regretted my actions when it was too late. Okay, actually, even then, I didn't regret it. And that was a lot worse.It was exactly a week later. I was sitting with him at dinner (only slightly digestible food lately, so as not to overuse myself - he insisted) and had curled up hal

Last Updated : 2020-09-30

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