All Chapters of Have you Ever been in Love?: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

... and for some reason I thought that I would never have to stop dreaming ...  The last few weeks, the last few days went by inexorably and if I hadn't been completely healthy I would have suspected that a monster-like flu was looming, because that's how I felt. I didn't have to write down some stupid calendar to keep track of how long I had - every morning I felt like I was waking up to the number of days left in my head. I also refused to pack my things or even to talk about it, even if it wasn't easy when everyone was chatting to me and didn't understand that that was about the very last thing I wanted to talk about.But I still had the feeling that I had to do a few little things before my apparently inevitable departure. In my mind I made a list of the most important points and worked them off more or less systematically when José was not there. Finally, there were only two days left, I then

And every second I miss you more.  It was warm. Nice and warm, it felt familiar. And it wasn't just the warmth of the environment, but rather that of the body that lay close to me. I turned my head, even though I knew it was him before I looked at his face. He was watching me and I stared back, completely captivated by his blue eyes. I heard the sea rushing from outside, but actually there was just him and me in the world, not a bad idea at all. Quite the opposite.As if by myself I had to smile when I felt how happy I was at the moment - just because he was there, he who made my life more than perfect. Every day. Actually, everyone should be able to experience that once, to feel what it is like to be really loved.As if he had read my mind again, he leaned over and kissed me, long and gently. Adrenaline shot through my body, I felt his heartbeat and my own, wh

Giving friendship to someone who wants love is like giving bread to someone who is dying of thirst.  "You could just give it to me," I suggested, waving my hands around wildly."Then it wouldn't be a surprise anymore," he replied."Hey, that ... wouldn't be bad at all, you know. I don't like surprises that much and I really wouldn't have a problem with them at all. Please. ”I hated that he made such a huge drama about my present, especially after I had handed mine to him quickly and without fuss and it first fell around my neck. Which I found a pretty exaggerated reaction, since I had only given him a poster from some unknown band with a “world class drummer” - not particularly imaginative, but at least his joy seemed real."Okay, I'll hand it over to you right away, okay?" Nico sounded so excited that you could have thought he was abou

Miracles always happen when you least expect them.  "Maybe you should give him a call," suggested my mother very helpfully at lunch and grabbed some pasta.I sighed annoyed. "Could you please let me handle this my way?""He sounded really dejected when he called yesterday. Speaking of which, why didn't youcall him back? " " That wouldn't do anything if we talk. I know what he wants and my answer would only disappoint him even more. It's not that easy at the moment, ”I tried to explain. I really didn't understand why Nico kept calling us and gradually my pity was gone and it was just annoying. Okay, maybe it wasn't so nice that I hadn't spoken to him a single time - at school, I was also the one who had moved away from him.My mother, who had always been enthusiastic about him, no longer understood the world and now after four weeks she was

Love is two hearts and one beat.  Maybe it was because I didn't know much about football, but it all looked pretty professional to me. It was already pitch dark, although it was only early evening and that is why the place was bathed in glaring floodlights, which somehow gave the whole thing a magical atmosphere. I was kind of happy that I was the only one watching (secretly I wondered if it was just allowed to do that and if José's persuasion was not part of it), because then I had the sight all to myself.Leaning against the gang I stood about in the middle of one of the long sides, absent-mindedly I stomped up a few times with my feet to keep them warm. However, all of my attention was drawn to the players (okay, more like one player), who moved across the field doing all kinds of exercises, at least half of which I would most definitely never have been able