All Chapters of SCARRED: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

"It is for your own good, Belle," Dad tells me and I give him a dry forced laugh. We are in the family room and they have been trying to put some sense into me. We have been talking about this...or rather they have been talking about this for almost three hours.They seem pretty convinced that I will improve but I know perfectly well that it won't do me any good. I just hope things won't get worse than they already are. They made the decision already and they didn't include me, they practically forced me to accept. They enrolled me at States University last week and I will be starting my classes tomorrow. I don't know how this will end but a part of me is willing to take the risk. If I want to have a social life I got to learn how to relate with people. But I am partly pessimistic about the whole going to State University thing...What if I end up hurting someone? I almost killed Jenny five ye

I glance at the girl who's now glaring at me probably expecting an apology from me but I just walk past her. “A sorry would do, bitch.” She yells and I proceed to walk away rolling my eyes without turning back.My phone chimes in my pocket indicating that I have a new text and I fish it out. It is Elsa. Elsa.Where the fuck are you? Me.Will be there in a few.I text back and slide my phone in my pockets as I walk out of the building, I know she is freaking out already.“You okay?” Elsa asks me alarmingly when I stop in front of her and I shake my head. I am not okay. “The school’s shrink called me to his office, I knew this whole thing was a waste of time.” I tell her. “He did?” she asks me rhetorically. “Yes but I stormed out of his office the second he introdu

“Hey, Belle,” I snob him and he turns to Marya. “I want to sit next to her.” He tells her probably expecting her to just vacate. I still don’t understand why it is taking him this long to understand that I want nothing to do with him. “She doesn’t want to sit next to you,” Marya reminds him.“She can speak for herself,” she looks at me torn in between wanting to please her friend or me.Wait, she is not doing this for me she is doing it for Elsa. She cocks her right eyebrow at me as if asking for my approval but I just stare at her, she is mature enough to make the right choice, plus I hate people who always want to please everyone. She glances at me one more time before sighing in defeat.“Fine, I will just seat next to Lucas.”Told you, he was trying to please us when deep down she wanted to seat next to Lucas. She vacates and Jak

“So? Where are you taking me?” I ask as we walk out of the gym. Lucas is long gone by the time we step out and yet I didn’t take time in the washroom, despite, the crap Jake told me about looking beautiful in smudged make up I still insisted on going to the washroom and he insisted on waiting for me.“I have no idea but you will love it,” he tells with a nervous grin tugging on his lips.“You have no idea? Come on tell me.” I prod him, I want to know where he is taking me so that I can text my sister.I still can’t believe that he is the same dude I was choking to death yesterday and here we are, having a normal chat like nothing happened, what have Lucas done to my old self, I feel different. I don’t even remember the last time I smiled genuinely to a person who wasn’t Elsa and here I am laughing and smiling with Jake, the guy I declared enmity with yesterday. He is a nice gu

"I am fucking glad that you didn't break a bone, Belle," Jake tells me after examining the bruises on my arms and legs keenly. He is acting like I am the one on the hospital bed with a broken limb right now and I can feel Lucas eyes on us."We can't say that about you, I can't help but feel responsible." He broke his right arm and his nose is swollen, I can only thank God that he didn't crack his forehead. I expected him to blame everything on me but he has spent the last ten minutes convincing me that nothing was my fault. "I am to blame if anything," he told me these five minutes ago but it wasn't convincing enough. "I should be feeling responsible too but I know it was an accident, I can't blame you for that." He tells me placing his hand on mine in assurance."Can't believe you are still shifting blames, you two should be glad that you are still alive," Lucas tells us rolling e