LOGIN"Ice cream? "
I asked stepping into the usually busy ice cream parlor here in Granville, which surprisingly isn't really busy today.
Looking around i spot Michael behind the counter handing a vanilla cone to a little girl holding on thigh to her mummy's hand, shinning his perfect set of white pearls at her encouragingly.
It's been long since I've seen him and been in here.
"just what you need "Kyle plays a soft smile while pulling my arm to the platform. Every step we took the overwhelming smell of chocolate, strawberry, vanilla, banana and pineapple filled my nostrils and makes my stomach turn.
I didn't even realize i was hungry until now. Hungry for sweets.
"Lexi " Michael grinned upon seeing me.
"hey Mike "
"you haven't been here in a while "if by 'while ' he means six months, yeah.
Six months! I feel a pang in my chest. That's right, i haven't been here since it happened.
I suddenly don't want to be here anymore. Being here brings back memories, memories i don't want to remember right now. My heart clenches.
Why did Kyle bring me here? Doesn't he realize this is about the last place i want to be right now? After...
"lexa are you okay? "golden brown eyes stare at me with so much intensity and concern. I look down and realize I've been gripping his hand way too hard.
Pulling my hand away, i mumble a not-so-quiet "yeah ".
"are you sure? "
I advert my gaze over to the concerned looking Michael, then to the different flavors of frozen ice cream on the display glass "i just don't think i want any ice cream..."
"of course you don't, but you need it "
"no i don't! Look can we just get out of here? Please. " he stares at me for a little while, searching, reading my emotions and trust me, he's good at that, no matter how i try to hide it he still always somehow figures out what I'm thinking. Then he nods, as if to say 'i understand ' and i let out a breath relieved, but then he turns to Michael and says "the usuals for her and me ".
Michael nods his head and gets to work, while i turn over to Kyle and glare at the side of his head. "i told you I don't want ice cream! "
"no. " he deadpans "but you need it "he turns back to Michael who hands him a small bag of take outs. "let's go "
We walked back out into the car and let the roof open with the wind blowing crazy through my hair. Frustrated for tugging it down, i just rapped it up into a messy bun.
"here "he handed me my cup and usual wafer sticks. Unknowingly a small smile tugs at my lips.
"you know me so well "
"when have i ever not ?"
Still smiling, i pulled off the cover, inhaling the sweet smell of strawberry, banana an peanuts. But that was nothing compared to the feeling of actually tasting this goodness.
God! I forgot how goood the ice cream was. It's like heaven in my mouth.
Slowly savoring the taste of strawberry banana, a low moan escapes my mouth and Kyle chuckles, licking on his double chocolate flavoring.
"i knew you needed this " don't you always?
We savor our ice-cream's in silence until I'm halfway gone before Kyle speaks up.
"so now that you have loosened up, how about you tell me what has been bothering you? "
My brow creased as i advert my gaze to see him leaning one arm on the opened window watching me and the breeze worked wonders to his gelled hair, making it look messy and even sexier.
"what are you talking about? "
"I've noticed it since i picked you up at the Gas Station. Tell me " i swallowed and stuffed a spoon full of ice cream into my mouth, biting hard on the peanuts.
"well? "
"i think I'm slacking"
"i don't understand "
"remember that chemistry test we had last two weeks? the one where Mrs grumpy won't stop glaring at you because of that one time she caught you giraffing your answers? "
"hey! I wasn't giraffing, it was an open expo, and besides you didn't mind. "
I roll my eyes. Kyle has always been more of a practical person than theories, which is why he constantly always failed miserably in math and Mrs Barrett's tests, except when he cheats from me that is.
"i messed it "
"what? "
"i came out with an eighty seven Kyle, I've never scored anything less than ninety nine in my life "
I really don't know what happened but i hate it, maybe it's because I've been so busy with work that i forget to study anymore. But i can't keep slacking like this or it would come back to bite me in the ass.
Kyle stared seriously at me for a few seconds, his eyebrows creased and i can tell he is thinking hard, but I'm not so sure anymore when he gives out and starts laughing heavily like there was something really funny printed on my head.
I just frown and watch him throw his head back in the drivers seat, laughing at me whole heartedly.
What's so funny! It pisses me off because I'm being serious and he thinks it's some kind of joke?
"are you quite done yet? "i ask when his laughter begins to dye down to chuckles.
He raises a finger "gi-give me a -a minute. "he goes back to holding his stomach and resting his head on the wheel still laughing.
Then he starts to cough.
At first i just roll my eyes and get even more pissed off, but when the coughing becomes so serious almost like his choking, i rush over to his side and start patting his back "are you okay? " i rob a few times before he finally stops and looks up at me with a silly grin on his face.
I groan and pull myself away from him back to my side of the car.
"is that seriously what has been bothering you? " he asks ridiculously.
"this isn't funny Kyle! I'm being serious here "i try not to yell.
"of course it's not "he rolls his eyes.
Was that sarcasm!
I huff in annoyance and push the door open, ready to walk home.
"oh come on nerdy! "he trails after me "you are not mad are you?" Not at all.
"don't call me that! "i snap
"why not? "
"because I'm not a nerd. "
"of course you aren't "a bemused smile is playing on his lips as he grips my shoulders to stop me from moving and turns me around.
"you don't have to stress about anything lexa, you are literally the smartest girl i know, so you don't need to get angry over a stupid test. Besides, a lot of people would kill to have a seventy, talk less of an eighty. "he said suddenly looking serious.
"i don't know Kyle. I need that scholarship and ..."
"you will get it "i let out a breath and just stare at him for a while. I believe him though, i will get that scholarship, i have to, Otherwise I'm going to be screwed.
His guffy grin broke into his face again as he tugged on my sleeves. "so on a rating of one to five, how much do i get for that brilliant pep talk? "
"zero point zero "i strolled past him and jumped into the car "you're welcome "
"hey! "he chuckles and walks behind me, "that's not fair "
"no, it's black! " i jump into the car holding back a laugh when i see the look of horror on his face after saying, "now get me back home before i release all the atrotical wastes battling in my stomach inside this beautiful car of yours. "
There are the moments when you feel like something beautiful is right ahead of you, maybe physically, maybe mentally, maybe emotionally or maybe even in your subconscious. Right now for me it was the latter.I don't know why but my lips are stretched into a blissful smile and I'm not even fully awake yet. My eyes are still closed and I'm still in that sleepy haze between wonder land and real life. Maybe it's because of the extremely soft duvet I'm hugging tightly to myself, or it's because of the sweet smell of vanilla and mint surrounding me, or even because of the comfortable heat pressed against my back."I know you are awake lex, you can open your eyes now " his voice husky and low behind my ear.I smile even wider opening my eyes and turn so I'm facing him. "hey ""Morning, " he grins down at me, prompting his head on his palm with his elbow resting
"What do you want? " i say ripping open a pack of gummy bears and popping it into my mouth."How do you feel? "he takes me by surprise."Do you really want to know? ""Yes " he looks really serious, no falter in his expression what so ever.I sit up, staring him straight in the eye. "like you're a piece of shit "He sighs and his eyes soften into something a little sad. He walks closer to me and takes a sit on my little love seat by the corner. "it bothers you ""Surprise, surprise ""I know i haven't been the father you probably wanted -""Shocking! "i fake surprise with my eyes wide."-But i want to make up for it " he goes on, ignoring my childish comment. "i didn't start off on the right foot, and I've probably hurt you
Dinner isn't going well at all. I feel uncomfortable with two burning gazes on me, one a deep shade of mesmerizing blue and the other, the darkest of browns. I force myself to force food in my mouth that are surprisingly really good but don't feel as good because of the intensity of the situation.They'd been trying to get me to say something, pulling small talks here and there but so far nothing is working, i just continue to ignore them completely increasing my pace so i can go back to my room and study a little before retreating for the night."We are getting married "Brittany finally blurted.I freeze.Slowly lifting eyes to look up at the woman who said those words, i find her staring at me intently gagging my reaction and Andrew sending daggers to the side of head with his eyes. "what did you say?"
I lay by the window, watching the droplets hit the ground with the ticking sound. I stand to my feet and push the lid open letting my hands stretched out allowing the cold droplets of rain wash me."You really think i should do it? "i ask lying back down and watch the water wash over the green yard. "she said she'll pay, but i don't think i want to be anywhere near him ""Babe you're still going to have to face him one way or the other, if he wants to get to you he will no matter what way it would be, you rather just do it while making something out of it "Ali says that last line in a duh tone over the phone, i can imagine her flipping her platinum hair.I gave a frustrated sigh "i don't know "."Think about it Lex, you need this, besides its worth more than you were earning in that bar to be honest. " that's true, but i know Ali doesn't really
She's just sitting there alone, twirling with her fingers and staring of into space, or someone. I don't need to look to know who it is.A small sigh escapes my lips and i walk down to sit opposite her, wordlessly swapping my tray of fries and ketchup that i exchanged for mayonnaise because of this exact reason for her small plate of salad and bread sticks. I hate salad but right now i don't mind waiting a few more hours till i can get home and eat proper food. Alice on the other hand breaths on fries, which makes me wonder why she's having a plate of salad to begin with.She looks at me but doesn't say anything and just mindlessly starts dipping her fries into the mayonnaise but still i can spot the faintest hint of a smile on her lips."Are you still going to keep avoid
I decided to try something different today. You can only do the same thing for so long and eventually decide to try something new.The moment i step into school hallway with my purple summer dress, above knee length and black ankle boots. A little touch of mascara and lip gloss, shocked me too, Shoulder length hair packed in two curly buns. People begin to stop and stare accessing me and whispering to themselves.I don't know if it's because of my new change in wardrobe or there's something on my face, but it's creeping me out, I've never been one to like attention.But my question is answered when the oh, all too famous, Trevor Turner stops beside my locker while I'm picking out my books, smiling... No smirking at me with an arm