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2020-09-11 14:29:45Chris's lips met mine. My mind was telling me it was wrong and I should stop yet my body ached for more of him. I kissed him back, enjoying the sweet feeling that arose from the connection of our lips. Desire raged through my whole body as the kiss became steamy.
He disconnected his lips from mine and they dropped kisses along my jawline and downwards to my neck. His right hand went under my top caressing my tummy which tightened and arched at the contact. His gentle touch and kisses left me craving more. I didn't think I'd ever get enough.
I pulled away and lifted up his shirt so he could remove it. He froze for a second but smiled, and pulled it off his head. He was lean but he had well defined abs. I smiled, tracing my fingers along the lovely tattoos on his smooth but hard skin.
"They're awesome," I told Chris who was not listening because he was too busy trying to get my top off. It finally went over my head and landed on the cold hard floor.
Chris pushed me onto my bed and appeared on top of me. Supporting himself with his left elbow, his other hand travelled under me to unclasp my bra. He kissed the skin of my breasts then settled on one of my nipples, sucking and biting while his beard hair tickled the side of my breast. It felt so good.
I really loved how it felt. It'd been ages since I felt that good. Leaving my breasts, Chris left a trail of kisses down my tummy. My insides were burning and I felt like I was on fire. The teasing was just too much and I wanted more. When he brought back his lips to mine and lowered himself, his hardness pressed against me and this sent sparks rushing through my body. If I didn't love Clyde so much, I'd have thought I was in love with Chris. The physical attraction I felt towards him was undeniable.
I gently pushed him off me to the side of bed and I reached out to touch his hard length over his black skinny jeans. He was big. The fabric was a great obstacle so I decided I was going to remove it.
Before I could do that, the door opened and we both jerked up instantly. Ruby's face appeared at the door and she quickly closed the door when she caught sight of us. Such bad timing.
I was so embarrassed but Chris chuckled like what had happened was the most normal thing ever.
"You forgot to lock the door?" Chris grinned at me. "So careless. Imagine if it was Clyde. He'd have killed us."
At the mention of Clyde, I snapped back to reality realizing that I had been about to make a terrible mistake. I sat up and frantically reached out for my top.
"We can't do this, Chris." I told him.
"Is it because of Clyde?" he asked sadly. "I understand you love him. I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me."
"I feel it's wrong," I told him running my palm along his back and tattooed arm. "I don't want to betray Clyde because I really love him."
"It's okay if you don't want to do it. I will not force you into anything," He said, drawing me closer to him. He kissed my forehead.
"Really?" I smiled.
"Yes Shannon," he confirmed, nodding. "I know the right time will come. All that's meant to happen will happen."
"When I break up with Clyde?" I asked.
"I don't know," he said. "It depends on you. We'll see what happens. All you need to know is that I really care about. You have a special place in my heart and I'm willing to love you forever. I'll wait for you to make your decision and I'll support you in whatever you decide."
"You're so sweet," I hugged him. "Thank you so much, Chris. I didn't know guys like you still existed."
I was beginning to think Chris was better than Clyde and warming up to him. He had only been nice but nothing else. Why wouldn't I trust him?
Maybe Clyde was the cause of their division and he decided to shift the blame so Chris could appear as the bad guy? I had to find out the truth as soon as possible. What if Clyde never really changed? After the leaving Keri, Clyde had started therapy and he had become a better person over the years. Kim had told me that he still saw Mrs Coleman, the therapist occasionally.
"Let's take a stroll," Chris put his shirt back on. He stood up. "It'll do us some good."
"Will you be okay?" Somehow, my eyes landed on his crotch. I inhaled and looked at his face.
"I guess I will," he said, watching me intensely. I stood up and hugged him. "I'll have to be. Don't worry about me."
I considered giving him a hand job but dropped the thought. I didn't want to complicate things further. Who knows what that would end up in? I couldn't trust my raging teenage hormones in such situations.
"Okay, let's go now." I said. I loved long walks. Sometimes I did them alone and they helped me relax and think things through. I loved living in a small town because there were lots of places you could go which didn't have crowds.
He helped me put on my bra and top. When everything was done, we went off. My friends were seated under a tree outside the hall. They waved at me with knowing smiles on their faces. I waved back, shaking my head. There was no escaping. I had a lot of explaining and describing to do when I got back.
At least I had time to edit the events in my mind. Remove some and throw in a few lies to make up a believable story. Easy.
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