LOGINI went back to college the next week with the joy of succeeding in avoiding Clyde. After the unexpected kiss, I'd not seen him for the remainder of the short semester break. I'd made sure to avoid all places where I could run into him. Almost everyone in our families had studied in Notre Dame. It wasn't coincidental that Clyde, Kim and I went there and my sister who was still in the nearby St. Mary's College would be joining us soon. Clyde and I were in the same year because he was so intelligent that he'd skipped a grade. His intelligence made him even more attractive. How could anyone be so perfect?
We majored in different fields and I'd never realized how that was a good thing until that semester. While Clyde was in architecture, I majored in History. I stuck to The College of Arts and Letters, avoiding the School of Architecture whenever I was at campus. This was to my advantage because it ensured that we rarely met. Besides, I never hanged out around Campus a lot but loved staying in my room all day reading, eating, gossiping and watching reality shows with the girls.
That's why in the third week since I'd gotten back, I had not met him and I was grateful. I counted myself lucky and strong to have avoided him for that long. My body desperately wanted him close and I sometimes found myself fantasizing about all the things we could do together. I yearned for his touch and remembered the kiss clearly, it was stuck in my mind But, I wasn't going to let my teenage hormones drive me as I hated the guilt that came with wrong doing.
One fine afternoon as I strolled out of O'Shaughnessy hall where I'd attended my Ancient Japan class, I ran out of luck. What happened was totally unexpected therefore it greatly shocked me.
There he was, casually leaning on his car right outside the hall. By the time I saw him, he'd already spotted me so there was no way of escaping without looking like a scaredy cat. I stood rooted to the ground for a while, not knowing what to do. To hide my nervousness, I fished out my phone, pretending to text while walking. Why the hell am I even nervous yet he's younger? I hastily threw the phone back into the bag and summoned all my courage to my support and walked confidently towards him, looking elsewhere to avoid meeting his intense gaze.
"Hi Clyde," I said in a low tone, putting my hand forward for a handshake.
"Shan?" He beamed with delight and quickly pulled me to a hug. Warmth spread all over my body due to the contact. I decided not to hug him back so he pulled away almost immediately.
"I hope you're doing well," I said, trying not to show any emotion on my face. Lines of sadness appeared on his beautiful face but I ignored them. "I have to go."
I turned to leave but Clyde grabbed my wrist and looked directly into my eyes.
"Clyde," I warned, trying to pull my hand away from his extremely tight grasp that I'd underestimated.
"Why are you avoiding me, Shan?" He inquired, like he didn't know what had happened between us. I rolled my eyes and shook my head.
"Because I don't want a repeat of what happened last time," I replied, averting my gaze. After some seconds, I looked at his gleaming eyes. "Satisfied? Now let me go. I gotta have my lunch."
"I want a repeat," he grinned. "And more."
Maybe he'd forgotten how he dumped my sister after everything he put her through. It seemed that he was not as intelligent as I thought so I decided to be the mature one that had to pump some sense into his brain.
"Are you crazy?" I retorted. "You broke Keri's heart and every member of my family hates you. You should know that my family is the most important thing in my life. You can't just think we can be together and everything will be perfectly okay. It's not that easy, Clyde. Why don't use your brain to think before making stupid suggestions?"
"Of course I know that," he said, "but that can't stop us if we want each other. We can't run away from what we feel just because of a mistake I made in the past."
What?
"We?" I snapped and tried to get away from him. "I don't want you Clyde. There's no we. You should know that it'll never happen. Ever seen me hanging out with boys below my age?"
"Well, you kissed me and I know you like me so much that it scares you to admit."
"That wasn't meant to happen," I cleared. "It was a mistake that needs to be forgotten and I'm over it. Trust me, it won't happen again."
"Oh really?" He stepped closer, letting go of my hand.
"I'm going for lunch." I looked away. "Bye Clyde."
"Where are you gonna have lunch from?" He asked
"A restaurant in LaFun."
"Are you walking there?" He glanced at the cars in the parking lot.
"Yeah," I said. "Do you have a problem with that?"
"Can I drive you there?" He asked. "I will have my lunch there too. I think we need to spend more time together."
"Nuh, I'm good. Actually, I'd rather walk. Haven't exercised all week."
I took a step away but he quickly opened the passenger door, grabbed and pushed me in. I should have stood far or on the other side of his car. Too late!
The students in the vicinity just stared, not caring to help me. What if I was being kidnapped? Damn stupid self-centered students. Oh well, I probably wouldn't have done thing if I were in their position so I shouldn't judge them.
Clyde slid into the driver's seat, fixed his seatbelt and drove without uttering a word. So rude!
"What the hell was that, Clyde?" My question fell on to deaf ears.
On Friday night I received a call from Kim inviting to their family picnic. Although I was not very close to Clyde's family, I always tagged along because of Kim's consistent invitations. We used to be like peas in a pod when Clyde and Keri were dating. In most of their family picnics, two members outside the family were supposed to be invited as a rule. To make the occasion more lively, Clyde and Kim had to invite a close friend of theirs to join. I admired that family tradition of theirs.Kim always chose me because she said I was her best friend though she wasn't my best. We were super close though not in the way I was close to friends I wasn't related to. Clyde always came with Louis or his other friends. Before my first kiss with Clyde I'd always loved the picnics because it gave me a chance to hang out with the guy I was crushing on.This time I wasn't thrilled at all. I had not been with his family since we kissed and I knew awkwardness was g
After exiting the room, I immediately dialled Chris's number."Hello," I said."Hey Shannon. Are you okay? You don't sound well."I wiped my face with my palm. "I'm not okay.""What's it, baby? What has happened?""Can we meet?""I'm going to the campus right now," I said. "Can we meet at Somi's cafe?"I got there before he did. He walked in when I was sipping my iced tea. We spent a lot of time talking about normal student issues for semester tests were starting in a week and the atmosphere was changing. Most students were becoming serious and during the night, there were few people in clubs and bars around Campus."Why are you so nice to me?" I asked Chris as I gulped the last of my iced tea. Chris couldn't even finish a cup of iced tea because he preferred coffee. It was the third I'd drank since I entered the cafe."Because you
I found myself outside Clyde's apartment two days later. I'm not entirely sure what took me there. Either it was my undying love for him or guilt. I took a deep breath and knocked.Louis opened the door and shot me a death glare, "What do you want, Shannon?""Hello to you too, Louis." I smiled. "I hope you're having a good day. I come in?""I was until you arrived," He raised an eyebrow. "Are you spying on us?"I laughed, "Come on, Louis. Why would I do something like that? Don't be ridiculous.""Chris sent you, didn't he?" He studied me, still blocking the way in. How frustrating!"Of course not. I just felt like seeing Clyde. Can I go in now.""He's your sister's ex," he said."So what? Can't I see my sister's ex if we're friends? What the hell is wrong with you? This doesn't concern you at all.""You can't kiss him. Especia
Chris's lips met mine. My mind was telling me it was wrong and I should stop yet my body ached for more of him. I kissed him back, enjoying the sweet feeling that arose from the connection of our lips. Desire raged through my whole body as the kiss became steamy.He disconnected his lips from mine and they dropped kisses along my jawline and downwards to my neck. His right hand went under my top caressing my tummy which tightened and arched at the contact. His gentle touch and kisses left me craving more. I didn't think I'd ever get enough.I pulled away and lifted up his shirt so he could remove it. He froze for a second but smiled, and pulled it off his head. He was lean but he had well defined abs. I smiled, tracing my fingers along the lovely tattoos on his smooth but hard skin."They're awesome," I told Chris who was not listening because he was too busy trying to get my top off. It finally went over my head and landed on
"I can't believe this," Kelsey said, placing the battery on the table. It was the only thing in the phone that survived intact. She grabbed a broom and collected the remaining pieces of my phone. "Even after knowing that you have a boyfriend, Chris is still after you? How did you get so lucky, my friend?""And he's gonna get you a phone? Just like that?""Is there something you're not telling us?" Ruby asked. She bent over to unbuckle her brown flats. "We're your friends, you know."I studied the girls' faces and they seemed to share the same opinion. Anyone could tell they were highly suspicious by their smiles and that was not good for me at all. Maybe they had already talked about me behind my back.Shit!"Alright," I sighed. "The thing is they don't like each other at all. They're kind of enemies.""So you knew Chris before that party?" Nina asked unwrapping a bar of chocolate. She took a g
Fury swept over me the moment Clyde mentioned Chris. I broke away and went to sit on my bed. This wasn't how I wanted things to go. If he wanted us to work out, he had to put his little feud aside."I can't just stop talking to him."Clyde glared at me. "What? Why not?""He seems to be a good person," I reasoned. "He'd be hurt if I just stopped talking to him. We're kind of friends now.""So you wanna please him and hurt me? Wow that's really great, Shannon. Thank you for being so considerate. I love you so much more now.""Stop being dramatic. I'm not trying to hurt you," I explained. "Just because you hate Chris doesn't mean I should hate him. I don't even know what happened between you guys. Why should I get involved?""You don't know because it's none of your business." Clyde came to sit next to me. I let him hold my hand. "All you need to know is he's not what he makes you thin