Chapter 17

Second emotion- justin bieber 🎶

The whole soul in my body from the crown of my head to the sole of my feet is bursting with an incomprehensible feeling...I cant analyze it just now ...it's somewhat heavy to mouth it.

The soft fuzzy atmosphere is caressing me.

6.30 in the morning...here I am sitted on the bare concrete floor in the school's sport conplex after having an hour talk with my dad over the phone concerning my will to transfer to a new department.

I had made up my mind that I'd transfer to radiography..there was a but. Do i have the facility for that.

Ever since Tony briefed me on how things work in college...I've had an heavy mind on what I really truely wanted.

I couldn't sleep last night..and since am not the sporty kind of girl..I figuered it will be of good to take a stroll down to the sport complex..I plugged in my ear phones and decided to take a stroll down to sport complex and ooze off my head.

The call ended with my dad concluding to make some calls here and there to see if he could make way for me.

Day-break! I better start walking back to my room so i can prepare for the day ahead.

"heyy.." 

I momentarily turn to look over to a tall brown skinned guy wink at me as his jogging towards my direction

"Heyy..."

I stand still so he can catch up with me

 

"I'm philous..." he tells me as he's trying to control his breathe and clamp his hands to his knee

"Renee.."

"can i have your contact.."

ouu straight up guyy

"yea..."

He pats the side of his shots and chest looking for a pocket, obviously there's none

"hmm...I think I left it at the basket ball court..let me just give you mine..you ok with that...?"

"yea..sure.."

"ok...08..."

and done

"a'ight...so just call me or text me..."

"sure..byee.."

like the hell i will

I reach my room by some minutes past seven and the girls are still asleep,

"Boom!!"

"Arrgghhh" screaming my lungs out. My heart surely jumped from my chest.

"Priscy!!"giving her a stern look.

The f did she do that for! Scared the life out of me.

"C,mon....I'm sorry...mami..."now she's giving me a side hug and resting her chin on my shoulder

I pull away "ok ok"

"So what's up..you didnt pass the night here..something i should know??"i ask concerned

"I was at my cousins',"she responds looking away sharply.

Now this didnt pass me by...a part of me wants to pester her to give details..but then I feel if she wanted me to know then she'd have told me more or the truth.

I rather mind my business, at least I played my role as a friend.

"K...."i reply

I walk over to my bunk and pull off my sweat shirt...my armpits were sticky-of sweat from the whole energy expended by trekking.

"Ughhh...Renee..."

Giving people their space to speak up is actually a sign of maturity...I deserve an accolade I think to myself then i turn my attention to her smiling 

"Yes b"

"My birthday's coming up on the sixth of this month"my curvy lips were already dropping downwards...such a sly! I quickly replace it with a smile

"Awwww..."

"how're you celebrating it?"i ask

"I and Jerry were thinking of holding a small party at the crib" she states

I think I'm a little bit lost here, "sorry...what crib?" With a straight face

"I mean...at the jokers club...we'd crash at the hotel opposite"

Not to worry..err... bills on me" she concludes.

Did someone see my mind just separate from my body..

I stand there feeling completely numb or at least my brain felt like it was buffering at decimal point zero.

"You okayy?? Is something wrong???"

I'm rendered speechless by each second passing by. 

"Reneee!!" She holds my two forearms and shake my body off

"Ehhh?" I hear myself swallow a lump forming in my throat

"I was just talking and you jonzed off" she says sounding concerned

I'm mentally screaming how can you not see your request is wrong...I cant refuse you..i dont want to hurt you...yet I've never been to the club...I may just leisure my mouth and vomit the wrongest things right now.

"I think I'm not getting myself..."i say using my hand to fan my face

"Oh ok...you need to cool off baby girl...quickly take a cold shower and make sure the water trickles down from your hair..

Its surely school stress as we're new to all this...I'm sorry boo"

I nod my head and drag my feet to the bathroom..

Oh wait I still have my shots on and camisole on.

I have to see her face one more time..this is really intense..I'd rather stay here a few more minutes and breathe. Oh sweet jesus help your daughter.

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It is now Thursday morning, I have a bch class double period. I hurry up to the bathroom and arrive just in time to get dressed and do my hair. 

  

I wanted to make sure i leave at exactly thirty minutes before the class begins as the walk from my hostel to the departmental lecture theatre 2 is fifteen minutes.

I pin my hair into three sections...I pack the mid into a bun, the hind is packed downwards while the fore layers , I let them down to fall leftwards on my chin. 

 I take one more quick glance at myself in the mirror and hurry down the stairs heading over to class.