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I wake up this morning to the sound of my phoneās classic alarm and to an empty room. I get down my bunk to breathe in the morning air...and thatās how I walk out to the entrance of the room to an almost empty block showing no sign of girls.
I sigh.
I decide to go back to my room...I would have loved it if only one person still stayed back at least in the room. Checking the time, it is just seven am..so it means I still have loads of time on my side to get ready for the day ahead with Drew.
I have never been on a date or outing so to call it with a guy..like I mean only myself with a guy.
Walking to my side of the wardrobe, I fish out my beige spaghetti dress and flats.
I really want to take my time to make sure Iām set before leaving.
I walk up to the bathroom, do all necessary girly stuffs.
I soon get done and when i get to the room...I sigh yet again.
I put on my dress and tie my hair into a pony tail..then my phone rings.
Drew.
āHello..ā
āGood morning, can you be out by eight?ā
āWhyy?ā I ask thinking why thereās the sudden shift in time
āTrafficā
āOhh ok thenā
The call ends and I check the time..what! Itās 7.45am already.. and I just fucking agreed to be done in fifteen minutes.
I quickly wear my body con dress, itās one of my favorites and I hope todayās marvelous for me.
I dont really have time for too much make up for I just rather settle for white pomade and lip gloss..next thing, I fix my feets into my flats.
I hope this flats dont make me look too formal though.
Now over to my hair, I am kind of not sure what to do with it,
āMaybe I should just curl it up and part it at the centre..āi tell myself rhetorically
I drag out my box from under the bunk and pick out my hair kit.
Squashing out a handful of my curling cream..I squeeze out some styling gel and massage it into my hair and just like it works, my hair bounces.
I just then part it with my tail comb side ways..
I quickly pick up my tote bag and phone and motion to the mirror..Iām not so sure how i look but i guess i am okay.
I hope.
I hastily lock the door and run down the stairs..
āHeās not here yet..ā i say to myself as I look around trying to catch my breathe.
I decide to walk over to the concrete pavement by the wall and sit down while I receive fresh hair and engage myself in my super marioās game on my phone.
Sighing, I wonder if I should go back up and do some small adjustment to my looks but he may just get here anytime soon..so i decide against it.
Super focused on my phone, I didnt even realize someone was standing upfront till he drags my phone out of my hands.
That cologne,āDrewā
I say looking up immediately
āThought you were watching some catchy intense interesting movieā he says looking at my phone
I understand what he means, such a male whore
I get up smiling and he hands over my phone to me
āYou look adorable..ā he says as I get up
Okay now I feel embarrassed by that. This is the first time heāll say something pleasant to me.
āThanks...i guessā i say as i flush
He leads the way to his car and opens the passenger seat for me
āGet inā
I smile and nod
āYouāre agreeing without arguing or asking questions for the firstā he says amused with a grin
I dont know what he expects me to say, so I just smile and have my seat
He gets into the car and pulls out of the parking lot.
He seems to be satisfied cause I can really notice no sign of sour expression today, he turns on the volume just the preferable way.
I reach down to change the trap music going on, I cant be the only one that feels trap music is trash and thereās just one simple sentence Iāll give you as my reason.
They just spit out nonsense so fast sounding like nursery rhymes to the ears.
Out of love comes on by chikƩ and my spirit flys high to the sky...
āIt is hard for me to say but Iām gonna say it any wayā i sing excited
Drew joins me,
āIāve fallen out of love with youā I gasp
Never in my life would i have ever imagined Drew to have such a nice alto harmonious voice...Iām mentally screaming at this
He looks at me and I smile feverishly which he returns
We continue to sing harmoniously till the song ends, my spirit is so fly at this moment.
āReneeā He calls on me and I turn my attention to him
āI dont like you around Jayy,ā my eyes wide open at this
āI dont think he has the best intentions with youā he continues
āAnd why would you care if i stay around him or involve in his affairs?ā I ask purposely
He turns his attention back to the road and I cant help but laugh at his words of advice
He doesnt mind my laughing out loud, wait, hold up.
Does he mean what he just said?
But why would he care?
If heās saying jayy is bad for me then doesnt that make hanging out with himself bad as well?
Itās not like I can ever even imagine myself intentionally hanging out with jayy, over my dead body but I just dont talk about that to Drew so he doesnāt feel fly.
Whatever reason made him tell me this, i just hope its all good. I really dont like trobule at least not with people i literally just met and Iām far away from home.
He turns the music back on and now its playing fade by lewis capaldi.
I really wonder whoās more heart broken between Adele and lewis capaldi
āLike Iām really hoping to hear a collab from lewis Capaldi and Adele, Iād just wallow in sadnessā
Drew laughs and turns to me with a smile.
Our eyes lock and he proceeds to say,
āi can change it if you dont like the songā
āWhat no..no...ā i answer him repulsively
āI long for such songs when I am in those one of my moods or feelingsā i tell him
He doesnt buy what i said and he reaches down to change the song
āSo what kind of songs do you listen toā he asks with his eyes fixed in front
āAny song asides trapā i laugh at myself
āI can listen to anything just depends on my mood...ā
He nods and chuckle
āDo you agree music listens to the soul more than the world couldā i tell him
āOf courseāhe agrees
āAnd you dont think thatās weird or i am weird?ā I ask him paying attention to his reaction upclose
āIf you call yourself weird, that makes two of usā he defends and stop at the red sign of the traffic
āI mean sometimes I just hate this world to the extent I cant express myself even to myself...ā
I watch his lips as he talks
āI feel like I am too much to understand and I am often misjudged or end up in situations I never intended to fall into...ā
I can hear him clearly but my eyes wanders through his ear lobes to his jawline then temple
Just in, he turns to me
āIād have been a millionaire by now just by every time you stare at me..ā
I flush at that statement
āAnd what if you find who understands you totally?ā I ask curiously
āThen Iād be ready to go to whatever length to make her happy..ā he answers and mean it
I want to ask what he has going on with Violet and Priscy then but i resist the urge to
āHow old are you anyway?ā I ask to change the topic for now
The traffic light turns green and he moves.
I hear him laugh.
āWhatās so funny?ā I ask not understanding what caused his reaction
āNot only are you looking adorable but you are adorable..ā
I hug myself, so thatās funny? I think to myself
āIām legalā he says
āIs Drew a short form or thats the full name?āI ask
āShort for andrewā he responds instantly
āAre you surprised I agreed to come along with you?ā I ask curiously not exactly sure what I wanted to hear from him
āI would hunt you down any wayā he answers
In a way, that felt or sounded true.
āSo youāre a wolf or something? Like scott in teen wolfā
He laughs out, you actually watch that series
āI didnt finish itā i answer
Hawaii - maluwa ft the weekend?The emotions in his eyes are clear to see.
In my bed - Rotimi?He lift my hands and washes my skin...my mind tenses when he reaches under my skin.
Boyfriend - Ariana Grande?Three hours down of studying our books and we decide to draw the curtain.
Me and you and hennessy - lil wayne?
2 easy - Dani leigh?My eyes burns and i can hear my heart pounding.
Rain on me - lady gaga?His palm cupped my jaw and he brings his other hand to remove my hair falling down to my lips behind my ear lobe.