Chapter 12 Y*u deserve each and every happiness

  Monita's pov:

           Freedom always has a price to pay.Ariel  paid her price of freedom,by loosing her fins and changing herself into foams,(The little mermaid),Aurora paid her price of freedom by being asleep for many years,(The sleeping beauty),Rapunzal had to pay the price of her freedom by loosing her golden beautiful most precious hair(Rapunzal) and I had to pay the huge price of my some momental freedom by being expelled by school.

      After, my mom appeared in the class I knew that  I was already expelled from school.Actually,I had no expressions to show to her.My mind was blank and there was nothing to ask her and nothing I wanted to hear from her.

Actually,the principal didn't believe me though, I told him the truth. Instead,  he asked me proof. He asked for a guy who was with me that day. I even didn't know his name, how would I know where he was?

      Maybe, my problem would have been solved if I had found him. But,instead my mom also resigned from the school. I don't think my mom was someone who would resign just because her daughter was expelled.

Although, I didn't know the reason, I really felt bad for her. My mom wouldn't have to resign, if she had a better daughter. I don't deserve to be her daughter.

     The next morning, my alarm didn't ring nor my mom woke me up. That was the first time in that year that both of that thing didn't happen. I should have felt amazing but I didn't.

    From that day onward, I really didn't need to wake up early, take shower, iron my uniform and be ready for school because I didn't need to go to school anymore.

    I always hated studying but I never thought that one day, not being able to study would make me this much sad.

     When mom came to wake me up, I was already up, already cleaned my room and looking outside through my window. The people all busy, everyone out to do their own job but there I was, just looking outside my window,doing nothing.

     Mom called for breakfast. It had been so long that I hadn't had breakfast with my family in the morning. Grandpa and grandma, maybe had already known about it. Grandma called me, and told me to sit beside her and said, "Everything will be alright, dear. Don't worry. Just have breakfast and you need energy to fight with your emotions in coming days. "

     I just listened to her as a good baby child and had my breakfast. But, mom was having something in her mind and said, "Let's go to  double date today. You, me and your grandpa, dear."

     Grandma nearly laughed after hearing that,  but I agreed with her.

     We wore some beautiful clothes and set out for the trip.I know there was nothing to celebrate but we had lots of time and empty mind which needed to be filled by something bold, beautiful and gorgeous and there was nothing like that except nature.

     Mom packed some foods, grandpa carried some sports stuff and grandma of course, her lots of stories which she was going to tell me in the way.

      The way wasn't silent, grandma didn't allow the air to flow alone, her voice of stories accompanied the air and her stories accompanied all of us to sleep and finally, she was asleep herself.

     We were all so asleep that we missed our destination and had to get off somewhere, hundreds of metres away from our destination.

     Grandma surely, got scolded for telling the stories on the way and making everyone asleep but we decided to be anywhere there was a ground and sit over there and set our carpet on there.

Finally, we found the one and set our carpet over there. I really hadn't been to the one, since a long time,so it really made me happy that I almost forgot that I was drop out at that moment.

    After, some hours,my mom and I went for getting some stuff and when we returned, grandpa was sleeping beside grandma and she was caressing his hair,slowly between his hairs and was putting him to sleep as the mother did to her baby.

   So, me and mom decided to go for a short walk for a while.

     Mom,  held my hands gently and walked together with her. Her hands were warm and sweaty, at a time. we walked slowly and she started to talk,

     "The head teacher said you don't deserve to study. "she said.

     I didn't know from where, that topic came to her mind.

     "He said you don't deserve to study. "She said it again.

      "And what do you think mom? What do I deserve? "

       She looked at me and smiled and rubbed her hands on mine slowly and said, "You deserve each and every happiness this world can bestow to you. "

Her answer made me, teared out.

     Then,  she again, she said, "Soon,  you'll go out of this hometown to study.I hope you will mot mis use your freedom,dear."

     I was shocked to hear that. "Mom, why out of town?Why far from you? Let me stay, here please. I don't want to go anywhere. How will I stay alone?"

     "Don't worry, love. You will be staying in girls hostel and you remember uncle Jacob, who called us often, he and his wife will come to see you often. I will also come to see you. "She caressed my hair and wiped the tears from my cheeks.

    Mom was already in distress.So,I just wanted to ask one question, "Mom, but you always hated the idea of going capital. So, why? "But I didn't ask her. My mom always did everything, with her reasons. I shouldn't doubt her decisions but how would I live there?Without her. Without grandpa and grandma,without Ryan, without Max and Daisi.