Lahat ng Kabanata ng The First Hybrid Alpha: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

I have been sitting outside staring at the beautiful stars wondering what the season will bring. I have been feeling off lately, I am 32 years old and I feel like I am missing the biggest part of life. I have a life that anyone would be more than grateful for. I have a decent job, 3 beautiful daughters, a husband (who tries his best), and the best friends. Nothing in my life has come easily, I was very young when my first daughter was born she is 15. Where does the time go? If I am being honest, I do not worry too much for her. Helga is the best parts of me without the damage. She is loving and kind, awkward in the best ways, but she is strong and independent as well. I have never had much luck with men, I always seem to fall to fast, but then the flame burns out just as quickly. I guess what they say is true, you can have a man of your dream

The last few days were a blur. I felt like I was in a haze, going through the motions of my life but not retraining or fully comprehending any of it. My body was present, but my mind was still in the woods. Everything about that day had been perfect. He walked me back to my property line and said he would wait for my next move. I didn’t know what it met, but I was full of bliss and agreed. I decided to wait until the full moon tonight to drink the tea. Full moons may not cause wolves to shift like crazy, but they do strengthen us witches and provide much needed energy. Tonight, was the night. Not knowing exactly how my memories would be restored, I wanted to be prepared. Magic is amazing but we are still in h

I paced around the office for a few minutes avoiding hitting the send button on Sylvi’s contact. I finally gave up trying to have a good excuse and placed my thumb on the sensor to unlock the phone. The doorbell rang as the contact info appeared. I grinned slightly at glad that something came up to distract me.           Opening the door, I was greeted by Sylvi holding 2 cups of coffee. “Hey, I was just about to call you, I haven’t been able to get ahold of you for days. Are you okay?”          “Of course, I was just tied up and not in a good way.” She winked at me.

“Kilian, I feel this is something that needs to come from you.” Lex spoke and Sylvi handed me the joint she had just lit. She had a look in her eye like she was trying to get me to relax. I took it then handed it to Kilian as he nodded at Lex.“Okay, there was a heavy conversation that took place at first. If you want to know how I am okay with everything, I can’t answer that for you. She gave me a choice, and I would never change my mind. I know one day I will find the happiness that you two share, and I still love you more than life, but she helped me see the bigger picture. She told us some vague information about preparing for a huge influx of wolves. You are special Astrid; you know from your previous lives that when you shift i

After the two hours of training everyone had went in different directions. Kilian disappeared into the basement followed by tons of banging. All three girls were complaining about their sore muscles. I went into the kitchen to prepare lunch and decided to find Helga and check in with her.           “Hey there buttercup!” I said with a grin walking into her room, closing the door behind me. “I wanted to check in while the spy-demons are busy. How are you doing with everything?” I was trying to be upbeat but serious at the same time.    &nbs