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2020-10-11 23:27:29They say that this English family should be very rich", her eyes sparkled a little and of course I knew how Kate felt about it. Aha, at least now I knew where it all came from. Money. Kate. I didn't care how much money people had, it didn't change their personality.
“You moved into the villa counter a few weeks ago and there are probably two very good-looking brothers. Sem and Daniel Callahan. And both should go to our school, isn't that the best news of the whole summer? ”- if she's not careful she won't breathe, I thought and giggled at the idea. She could also be weird involuntarily.
Now there were two reasons why this family fascinated Kate so much.
Money and handsome.
"Yes, I'm really excited," I replied with mock cheerfulness. In reality it wasn't really me. She bored me with it. But if it made Kate happy.
The Callahan's kept them busy all afternoon. It was just fascinating.
I have decided not to allow myself to judge until I have met the family.
The subject was cut off for me with this decision and I let Kate feel that too.
It had almost reached the level for today anyway and I was happy when she dropped me off at home.
Quiet.
The last holiday weekend was just around the corner and I decided to spend it as quietly as possible. And that meant without Kate. She was my friend, but there wasn't anyone on this planet who could stand with her for long, not even me. So the first thing I did was to clean up my closet and listen to a nice CD. Music was part of my life. It was like a surrogate satisfaction I needed when I felt alone. I already knew it was going to be a pretty lonely weekend, so I picked out a few more CDs. I hoped that the weather would stay that way, because the sun terrace was inviting for sunbathing and I didn't want to resist it. A bit of color was definitely good for me.
I lay down on my bed - it was my favorite place in my room - and decided to tackle it first thing tomorrow. And when I lay there and enjoyed the wonderful calm and coolness in the house, I had to admit that Kate made me a little bit curious about the Callahan's. I closed my eyes and let my imagination run wild, wondering what the two might look like.
It was kind of a hobby of imagining things that I had never seen before. It was always amazing how far you were from reality at times.
Kate always said that's a quirk of only children. It helped them cope better with the loneliness. Well thanks, so I was mentally ill because I was an only child. It made me sad. Maybe it was true, I was really lonely a lot.
I decided not to think about it any further.
It was now Sunday evening and quite late. I looked in my freshly tidied wardrobe to see what I could wear tomorrow and put a few variations on the sand-colored sofa that stood opposite my bed. I put my favorite CD on - Amanda Perez - and when she was singing "God send me an Angel" again, I happily got ready in the bathroom, braided my hair into a long braid and threw myself into bed. Something inside of me was upset, it felt like the calm before the storm, or something like that. I just couldn't describe it so I tried to fall asleep as soon as possible. I still saw my parents walk in, so I guess I fell asleep quite late. This strange feeling just wouldn't let go of me.
The next day school started again and I was a little early. I didn't want to miss anything and it wasn't just me; Kate was already waiting for me on the grand staircase that led up to the entrance.
She leaned gracefully, as if from another time, against one of the four pillars that adorned the entrance stairs to the left and right. Apparently she had dressed up especially for it. At least it all looked very complex. It must have taken her hours just to do the make-up. I really couldn't help but giggle. Typical Kate. Her gaze swept across the parking lot as if she were looking for prey. When she saw me, she was half jumping towards me. Well, what she did with her pumps.
"Good morning Kate."
No response. Instead, chatter.
"Oh man, Lila, I'm excited! Please, you have to stop here with me, these are the best places. I do not want to miss a Thing. Above all, I want to see Daniel as close as possible. ”
“ And why, if I may ask? You haven't seen either of them, Kate. ”I was appalled by their superficiality. She didn't even look at me, but instead let her gaze wander curiously over the parking lot across the street. Well that started well.
“It is rumored that Daniel is the prettier of the two.”
Aha. Then let's be surprised, I thought a little sarcastically.
She fluttered and waved her hands around wildly the whole time, when it went very quiet for a moment.
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