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2020-10-11 23:30:18Oh, I was uncomfortable because everyone was naturally staring at me. I glanced around quickly before scurrying to my seat with my head bowed. I had one right by the window, which I was very grateful for.
Here and there some of them talked about their experiences they had made during the vacation. I only took it with half an ear. I've never had much to do with my classmates. So I just didn't care what they were talking about.
As usual, I automatically looked out the window and suddenly thought of Phil who was standing in the parking lot earlier. Occasionally he looked over at me as if to say that my time to think about it had expired and that I should now make up my mind.
He didn't make it easy for me. I tried to put this topic off as long as possible. But it was clear that it couldn't go on much longer.
Fortunately, the voice of Mr. Brown, the math teacher, broke my mind and I had to look up. He was a short, thin man, in his forties, and was half bald. You could tell that he was never really handsome. Perhaps for that very reason his face always looked a little grim.
"Good morning everyone, I hope you had a nice vacation. But now school is starting again and I ask you to take out your maths stuff, ”he said in his squeaky little voice.
I was rummaging through my things when the class door opened and a figure became visible. And when the door closed again from the inside, I could have run away screaming. It was Daniel - whoever else. I hadn't previously known that he could come to my class. But it had to happen that way, I thought sarcastically. He turned to me and looked disappointed and also a little annoyed in my eyes. Again, as if he heard what I was just thinking. I looked away quickly, God, what was the matter with me. Or rather, what was wrong with him? It couldn't all be true. It had to hit me too. Me, who was never interested in such love affairs. Now Mr. Brown noticed him too.
"Oh yes, before we start, I have something to announce. We're getting a new classmate for our final year at school. Dear ones, this is Daniel Callahan. ”
Actually, this address was completely unnecessary. Because everyone, without exception, was already staring at Daniel. There was a dead silence, although it was just like a train station.
Great, it started really well, I thought. I crossed my arms over my chest and looked out the window. Meanwhile I was mad at myself. Lila, you are a fool, I scolded myself. I looked forward provocatively again. I will not be intimidated, what does he think he is who he is that he can confuse me so. Now I was mad.
Daniel stood next to Mr. Brown, completely relaxed, until he looked at me intently again and furrowed his eyebrows as if to tell me not to. I had to smile to myself, it was so absurd, but I felt like I was experiencing a degavue.
"Mr. Callahan moved here from England with his family and I hope he will settle in well. ”
There he stood in all his beauty. Everything about him seemed perfect ... even the creases in his shirt that looked like they were chiseled into it. The only thing missing was the halo. His charisma was so extreme and beautiful at the same time. It was as if something was so beautiful that you couldn't help but marvel and admire it. You were trapped and had no other chance. I saw this admiration in the other faces and it was almost eerie.
He still looked completely calm, as if this reaction wasn't new to him. As if he was always treated automatically as if he was the diamond among people.
A little restlessness developed among my ... our female classmates. Some whispered something to each other and others just stared at him. Okay, it wasn't just me and I was relieved. At least something. I wasn't crazy on that point.
Did I look the same as my classmates just now? Oh my god ... what should he think of me ... Mr. Brown didn't seem particularly enthusiastic about this development. He looked annoyed and wanted to get rid of Daniel quickly.
"Please, find a free seat from Mr. Callahan, we want to start the class."
"Yes, of course, Mr. Brown. Sorry, it wasn't my intention to disrupt your class ”- he said in a voice that made me wince. She was so incredibly soft and gentle. Like an angel's tongue. It was the first time I heard it and yet I was not surprised by its sound, just by its softness and beauty. And this very fact - of many - really scared me. I seriously doubted my sanity again.
So when I saw the free space next to me, I hoped that he would not sit down next to me, as I probably couldn't survive it! My instincts told me to avoid him. It is too dangerous to get involved with him. Which was not wrong either. Daniel managed to throw me completely off track. That was not good. And it was dangerous. For my mind.
As he passed me, he paused for a moment and looked into my eyes, as if to say that he would follow my request, which I directed to him in my mind. I looked away quickly, it was unbearable. I felt so transparent in his presence. Terrible.
Daniel sat in the back row next to Mike Stone and took out his things.
"Please, you're welcome" - this ... his voice whispered again. I knew that only I perceived it, it seemed to be happening in my head, as if he was planting this whisper in there.
It was so scary and even scary - I was drawn to him. I couldn't get over that. I didn't understand. I was normally a really objective - and if it had to be, a superficial - person who always weighed the pros and cons first. And now I suddenly thought completely irrational, like a teen who just met his idol. I got a headache.
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