All Chapters of BURN(A Roswell New Mexico Fanfiction): Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

Bitter - Evie ErieI woke up with a pounding headache. My phone dinged and I saw a message from Finneas. My eyes widened and I quickly unlocked my phone.*I'm coming over by 9. I want us to hang out and no excuses.* I read and ran my fingers through my hair. I had managed to avoid him during the weekdays and now, it was clear he wouldn't leave me alone. I got up and made my way to my bathroom. I gasped at the red bag under my right eye and my left eye looked pale and dry like always. It was really painful. I ran my fingers across the scar and an image of dead burning in the car flashed through my vision. I gripped the counter really tight to stop myself from falling tears but failed eventually. Why did it always have to be me? Why was I always threatened to kill people? Maybe this was one of the punishments I deserved for killing mom. I was tired of everything. I wanted everything to end immediately.

Original me - Yungblud ft Dan Reynolds*Are you okay. If you need help, I'm available.* I stared at the message from Finneas one more time and turned off my phone. Skipping school was getting kind of numb to me but it was the only option I had to get myself together. It was almost 1AM. I glanced over at Leroy and sighed. It was all my fault he was in pain. He looked so pale and thin and I saw his chest rise slowly and fogs filled the oxygen mask on his face. My hands slid down the glass and I dipped them in my pocket."I'm doing this for your own good. I'm protecting all of you. Tell God in heaven not to hate me okay?" I whispered and snorted. I doubt he'll ever forgive me for all I have done. I dropped my phone in my pocket and left the hospital. There was an underground alley next to the street of the hospital and it was empty. I dropped my bag on the floor and changed quickly into a black skinny

Jet black heart - 5 seconds of summerI stared at my ugly reflection on the mirror and bit my lip to hold the strangled sob that fought its way to leave my throat but I succeeded in suppressing it. I looked down into my bathroom sink, staring at the silver scissors that laid peacefully like it had no problem.Are you sure about this Po? My inner mind asked and I shook my head no and nodded my head yes. I was so unsure of myself. Then, I thought of Finneas kissing me, Leroy getting shot, Noah betraying Isobel and Finneas, and Kai forcing me to do things I hated.Never been so sure in my life. I needed a new Po. I needed to show Kai that I was like a bamboo, I couldn't bend. An ugly bamboo. I ran my index finger across the dry skin and felt the scar. Wonder what had happened to me when I was born. If Kai knew about my powers, then he must have known my real parents. Why did he call

Let's hurt tonight - One RepublicSad, sounds childish, like something flimsy, something one should be able to cast off with a happy reflection or with at least a smile. It sits inside like the seed of depression, just waiting for the right condition to grow, to send out roots to choke the hope of your heart.Sadness and internal pain was what I felt when Leroy passed me by this morning, not even sparing me a glance. I had woken up early so I could get to school and be the first and maybe only person to wish him a happy return. Just as I stood in front of the gate, I plastered a grin on my face the moment I saw his mom's beetle pull up in front of the school. He got out with gray loose hoodie and black jeans on. He never wore dark colored clothes and that drew my attention. His expression was emotionless and dull."Leroy!" I jumped, "welcome back." I smiled at him. He walked past

If I killed someone for you - Alec BenjaminThe day had gone to rest and the night took over, enveloping me with its darkness. I liked the night, it hid my ugliness, the scar on my flesh, and the sad and depressed expression on my face. My boots were the only sounds I heard as I walked cautiously on the lane, making my way to the black car that waited for me in the front. I got closer to the passenger door of the car and looked skyward at the canopy of luminous stars that designed the black canvas of the night. It had no moon.I opened the door and got in, slamming the door hard to control myself from scratching the smug look on his face and burning his ear with the cigarette in between his fingers."Took you long enough," his deep voice filled the silence and I rolled my eyes and unbuttoned the tight dark gray coat I wore."Jack needed me." I crypted and ignored the warning glare