Spicy

I was still furious about the kiss and more than that he forgot me while she was there. I skipped breakfast so I don't have to see him. I came down to tell Tina that I will be preparing for lunch. Tina told me not to make food spicy because he doesn't eat spicy food.

I told her, I will make sure about it but guess what? I made it so spicy that even the spicy lover wouldn't eat it. I giggled thinking about how I am gonna make him pay and imagined him rushing to drink milk or water.

I knew that it would make him angry but who cares. After lunch was ready I told Tina to call him but he didn't come out so Tina took food to his office. I felt quite bad about it and thought of making the food again.

"No, he deserves it," I told myself.

Food was too spicy and what if he doesn't eat it and stays hungry? The thought of him staying hungry made me feel bad more than him being angry. Tina came out with the message that he wants me inside in his office. I got nervous. Did he found out that I intentionally made his food spicy?

"He gonna kill me," I told myself again.

I didn't go to his office. I thought of going but I didn't want to face him. I was about to eat when he came. He placed his plate on the table and looked at me.

"What on Earth don't you understand?" he asked but I ignored him. Tina had already left us alone. I looked at his plate and the food was untouched. Oh no, he found it, shit, shit.

He stood there looking at me, folding his arms but I still ignored him. He came and sat beside me.

"I said something, " he whispered. 

"I want to eat in peace," I muttered.

He went and sat in front of me.

"I am not gonna apologize for that kiss," 

I rolled my eyes.

He was about to say something but "I can't concentrate on my food," I said. He shook his head and got up. He looked at me and then left without taking the plate with him.

I didn't felt like eating. I stared at his food and look at the way where he went. I sighed and got up. I slowly went to his office with plates on both of my hands. I stood in front of the door for a while. There was a battle going on inside me whether I should go inside or not. He was being such a child.

"Bloody devil," I muttered to myself and tried to knock using my leg but the door opened and I went inside. He was standing near the window. I placed food in his desk and he turned to look at me.

"Now eat it," I said and went to sit on the couch. I saw him smile. I started to eat ignoring him and he came and sat beside me. 

"I told you to eat not to follow me," I said in an annoyed tone.

He smirked and I smiled inside thinking how he gonna react when he eats that spicy food. When he took his first bite, he stopped and stared at the plate. I thought he wouldn't eat it but instead, he took big bites and finished it. I couldn't finish my food looking at him. How did he eat without saying anything? Wasn't the food spicy? I wanted to taste it. 

"How was the food?" I asked looking at his empty plate then at my plate where food was still left. 

"Good," he said. I looked at him and his eyes were watery.

"But your eyes tells something else," I asked feeling bad and amused at the same time.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you?" he asked and I stayed quiet.

"What?" I said pretending to eat my food. I felt uncomfortable by his stares so I got up to leave but he caught my arm and pulled me down.

"I think you should taste how I felt while eating that food," he said bringing his mouth close to mine and I got nervous. He knew I was nervous so he smirked. I tried to pull myself out of his hold but couldn't.

"Now it's time to make my burning mouth cool," he whispered and slowly kissed me. I closed my eyes hating myself for not protesting. I let him kiss me, Ugh, not again. He licked his lips. I could feel the heat in my mouth. I snatched my hand and got up taking my plate. 

"Where are you going? you haven't finished your food and I haven't mine," he said in a teasing tone. I glared at him and left. 

I was furious at myself. How could I let him kiss me again? ugh. I placed the plate on the sink and stood there. Why didn't I just tell him to fuck off or why can't I stop being nervous when he is near me. It's just a deal and I don't do love or attachment.

"I should ignore him more and keep a distance," I told myself.

The whole day, I spent my time gardening. I loved myself more in the garden. One of the reasons I was in the garden was I wanted to ignore that devil. Tina prepared the dinner so I went to my room and sat on the couch reading book. I was lost into it that I didn't notice when the devil came.

"Why didn't you prepare dinner? I want to eat that spicy food again and the dessert after that was yum...my," he teased me. He was making fun of me? 

I closed my book and got up. I went towards the door to leave, ignoring him.

"Why are you ignoring me?" He asked but not bothering to look at him, I left.

Devil was ready to eat dinner so I took my food and came to the room but that bloody devil followed me. 

"Why can't you leave me the fuck alone?" I asked.

"I want to eat with my wife," he said sitting on the couch. I watched him, seething inside. 

"I don't like you," I said going towards the bed and sitting on it.

"Come here," he said but ignoring him I ate my food. Time and again I would glare at him and he would send a wink towards me and grin at me.

He was getting on my nerves. I finished my food and left. I saw there was milk on the table and I asked Tina why was it there. She said he asked for it. I got confused. It was in the morning and still his stomach was burning? Oh, Gurans, what did you do?

"Did he tell you why?" I asked. 

"No, he didn't and I wonder why cause I never saw him drink milk." She said in a confused tone.

"Maybe it's for you" she said looking at me and I was silent but nodded at her.

I took that glass of milk with me. He was on the couch, food untouched. I slowly placed the glass on the table. He looked at the milk and then at me.

"You should have told me.....your stomach was still burning..i...I am sorry," I said "I was so furious that.." 

He took the milk smiling "No, I should thank you. If you didn't make my food spicy, I would have never got to taste..." he winked "The dessert," he said. 

He was finding it funny? Sure he was. This devil, I can't deal with him.

"You know what? I am not sorry. It was all your fault," I said getting up.

He drank the milk and looked at me, clearly amused. 

"I would love to make that mistake again and again," He said. 

I rolled my eyes and left smiling but made sure he didn't see me smile.