LOGINGurans lives a very depressing life with her parents who don't have any love for her. Continuous hatred from her parents and frustrated from her life, Gurans tries to end it by jumping on the river but wakes up to find herself in a stranger's house. She finds the stranger weird and different but treats her well. Even though She likes it there more than her parent's place, she asks to leave but the stranger doesn't let her go and she makes herself believe that she is kidnapped by them. When she doesn't stop asking questions, the stranger puts out a deal for her. For her freedom, she accepts and leaves but not long before he comes to claim her back. When the secrets of the deal start to get revealed, her life turns upside down.
View MoreEarly morning on Saturday, I went towards the bridge above the Bagmati river which was big due to the flood. It was the rainy season and people were watching it from their houses. I guess they were enjoying it but I was not. The thought of jumping in it came on my mind. I was tired of living this life where life was fucking me every day and guess what I was still a virgin. The thing about life is that it fucks even the virgins without taking their virginity.
I came down and slowly taking a slow step I went towards the river thinking about life and why was I so frustrated. I always made the wrong decision. The people I knew were either getting a job or married or have become parents and I was still here not being able to make the right decisions, Just wondering where life would take me. I had to hear so many things at home about how I don't even have a job. My parents hated me. They treated me like some kind of cursed child. I was fed up. People were shouting at me not to go near the edge of the river. However, without thinking and looking anywhere, I jumped.
When my eyes opened, I was in bed. Sunlight was falling directly on my face. I looked around the room, it was beautiful. It was then I noticed that no one was around and that this wasn't my own.
"Where the hell am I?" I asked myself.
Then the door clicked open and a beautiful girl stepped inside. she was so stunning like every girl wants to be. she had long wavy hair. She was tall and had this perfect body, which every girl dreams to have. I felt like a black, ugly thing in front of a beautiful shiny diamond. She was perfect.
"Am I in heaven?" I thought to myself, or maybe I think I am cause she looked like an angel. She placed the tray on the table.
"You are awake," she said with the slight happiness as if I was her someone.
I slowly got up.
"Where am... I?" I blurt out.
"You are in my house. That was so stupid of you..... I have brought some food, eat it." she said and left.
So I am in a stranger's house? I can't believe I even failed to die like I failed everything. After eating the food, I looked outside the window. There was a beautiful garden and a man was sitting on the bench, his back facing me. I wanted to see his face and like my wish was granted, he looked up but his look was cold and his eyes were black. I became afraid and hurriedly went towards the bed. Why were his eyes black? Is he some kind of devil? Holly Molly, I am not in heaven. I am in hell. I rushed towards the front of the mirror, afraid I had black eyes too but nope, I didn't.
The whole day, I was in that room feeling bored. I thought of going down to the garden and so I did. I went and sat on the bench, not on the same spot where he sat. I was quite afraid, what if I made a stupid decision coming down here. However, I was glad to discover that he was nowhere to be seen. The garden was so beautiful. I looked at every flower and sat there in peace. When it was about to turn dark, I returned to the house to find no one there. The house was beautiful too. I don't know why, but there were guards and some maids. They greeted me, every time they saw me.
I went straight to the room and someone was already here. He was the same guy I saw in the garden who had terrifying black eyes. I stood at the doorway for a while before I slowly went inside. He didn't even bother to say hello so I sat on the bed. My heart was beating fast. He was looking outside the window. I cleared my throat and I would be lying if I said I wasn't afraid. He looked at me and then at juice he had kept on the table. He seemed to be related to the girl who had brought me some food earlier. Thankfully, his eyes weren't fully black. Not making any noise, I slowly got up and went towards the bathroom. When I was about to open the door, I heard him say,
"Don't you ever do this to me again." I stood stunned. Did he say that to me? His voice was calm, authoritative yet soothing. I don't know why but I wanted to hear that voice again.
"His voice would make anyone wet," I thought. shit, shit, why did I say that?
I turned to find an empty room, he was already gone. What type of person is he? He didn't even ask me if I was good. Not that I care of but he could have said sorry for terrifying me. The whole time his words were ringing in my ears.
"Don't you ever do that to me again. don't you ever do that to me again."
The same girl from the morning came to call me saying dinner was ready.
"Let's go," she said. I followed her looking around and admiring the house. It was really beautiful.
"By the way. My name is Rima," she said but I didn't reply.
Food was already on the table but no one was there. We sat and later the devil came. He sat in front of me. While he wasn't looking at me, I looked at him. Rima was focused on her food. He had medium curly hair and had this cute face. I guess only two of them lived here with some maids. Even though he scared me before and was rude. I wanted to thank both of them.
"Rima," I said
She looked at me and I could feel his eyes on me.
"Do you need something?" she asked.
I shook my head.
"Ah-um, I wanted to thank you u-m b.both for everything and I think I should leave now. You k.nw......" I was not even finished and he abruptly got up and left. What the hell was his problem? I looked at the leaving figure and then at Rima. He didn't even look at me once.
"I think, it's time we talk," she said and I just stared at her beautiful eyes waiting for her to explain everything.
What is that she really wants to talk about? Oh, maybe money. Yeah, I am sure they want me to pay them for saving me which I didn't want in the first place but I don't have any.
I was still furious about the kiss and more than that he forgot me while she was there. I skipped breakfast so I don't have to see him. I came down to tell Tina that I will be preparing for lunch. Tina told me not to make food spicy because he doesn't eat spicy food.I told her, I will make sure about it but guess what? I made it so spicy that even the spicy lover wouldn't eat it. I giggled thinking about how I am gonna make him pay and imagined him rushing to drink milk or water.I knew that it would make him angry but who cares. After lunch was ready I told Tina to call him but he didn't come out so Tina took food to his office. I felt quite bad about it and thought of making the food again."No, he deserves it," I told myself.Food was too spicy and what if he doesn't eat it and stays hungry? The thought of him staying hungry made me feel bad more than him being angry. Tina came out with the message that he wants
Next morning, After I prepared breakfast I went to the garden without having it because when I asked tina to call him, she said he wasn't in his office. I was enjoying gardening when he came with breakfast. I looked at him and he smiled. I washed my hands and sat on the bench. We then ate in silence."If you don't mind, I was thinking.. if...you know..i .... I want to take you out...." He said nervously, playing with his hand. I looked at him and laughed a little. Was he nervous?I just sat there looking at him and he frowned looking at his hands when I didn't say anything."For... Dinner," he said nervously."I didn't mean to.....laugh," I said feeling bad and He nodded.Question filled my mind. I mean he never asked me to go out before."Before? Girl you have been married for what maybe 10 days?" I told myself. I was in my own thought while he was looking at me, waitin
We came back after like maybe two hours. The crowd was huge and the line... oh don't ask about the line in the temple. I was worn out. My legs were hurt and my feet were aching. We came inside and found out rima had already left. I went straight to the room and remembered that I haven't thanked him. He entered the room and I could see he was exhausted. He gave me a tired smile."Thanks," I said and he just looked at me for awhile, probably thinking why."For this," I said showing sari.He nodded. Even though I was angry at his behaviour that gift meant a lot to me. After some time he went out and I was all alone in the room.I was fasting and.... for his long life. Yes, for him. I thought I would be able to fast without drinking a drop of water but as time passed it became difficult for me. I know this marriage was fake and he forced me in it but I don't know why I was fasting for him. I know it's kinda weird.
I went straight to take the shower cause I wanted to cool my mind. I sat on the shower feeling bad about everything. My energy was totally drained. I shouldn't have gone there but if I had not, they would have come here or called devil to visit them. Anyhow they would have made me go there.I came out and got ready to sleep but there was no sign of him. I looked around, went to his office but he was not there. I came back and sat on the bed. Where was he? I got up and looked outside from the window and he was in the garden. He was still in the same clothes that he wore in the morning. He didn't come up to change? Or oh, he went directly to the garden?I felt confused and then realized, holy crap. Is he mad because of what happened in the car? Or he must have felt bad but why would I care? I rolled my eyes and went to watch series but couldn't focus on it. After some time I looked at the watch and it was almost 12 but he had not come back