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Chapter 7 - THE DAY AFTER!
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2020-10-07 16:36:14The next day at about 4am Celine wakes up first and she stared at me sleeping. She then leans down and kisses me on my lips until I woke up. I woke up with a smile on my face. It felt great to wake up with way. She then says "I had an amazing time either you". I started to recall the events of the night and I started to blush. I then looked her in the eyes and said "I had an amazing time with you too". Celine then leans forward and gives me a kiss. She then starts to cuddle with me. We cuddled for a few minutes before she said "I know I came here for us to talk, I'm sorry if we didn't exactly do much talking", I started to laugh then I said "it's ok, I think we're somewhat on the same page here. We're both just trying to figure this out. Being that I am in a heterosexual relationship with my boyfriend I need to figure out what exactly this is before we go any further. Even though this may have been a tad bit too far already. My boyfriend is a really good guy and he deserves the respect back that he gives me. With that said I'm not sorry that this happened. I want it to happen again and again and very soon but I need to figure out what it is that I even want first". Celine shook her head in agreement with what I said. She said " well what ever you decide I'll still be here". She then kisses my forehead and continues to cuddle with me.
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Celine and I payed in each other's arms for about an half hour before she got up and said "I need to get going but I really don't want to". I said "then don't, let's just stay here all day and only get up to use the bathroom and to stuff our faces, and maybe to take a shower". Celine started laughing, then she said "I wish I could but I have plans for today that I cannot afford to not get done. I wish I didn't have to go but I could come back later on tonight if you would like? " I love the idea of having Celine come back over later tonight but then I remembered that I invited Sean over today. I needed to figure out what it is I plan on doing. Do I tell Sean? Do I break up with him to be with Celine?, Do I just not say anything and still see Celine behind his back? I don't know what to do but what ever it is I needed to figure it out fast. I then said to Celine that I would love for her to come back but my boyfriend Sean was coming over today and he might stay over. If he doesn't then we can figure something out if you're fine with that?. Celine Then rolled her eyes and rolled over away from me. She said, " I wish this wasn't so complicated but I understand. I guess just text me and let me know if I should come back naked or just go to bed. She said this as she turned around and gave me a big wet sloppy kiss. I just love kissing her. Her kisses are never the same everytime. She then pulls away as she starts to get dressed to leave. As she was getting dressed I couldn't help but stare at her body. She was perfect in every way. As I thought about it I suddenly realized that I was so wrapped up in my feelings for this idea and image of her that I knew absolutely nothing about her. What was Celine's last name? What was her favorite color? What are her likes and dislikes? After not being able to answer these questions I realized that we still never got anywhere. We technically still needed to talk and get to know each other. After realizing this and coming to my senses, I decided that I was not going to end things with Sean just yet until Celine and I had a real conversation. Celine got dressed and was ready to leave. I put on my robe and walked her downstairs. She kissed me once more before finally saying goodbye to each other. I closed the door and as soon as I turned around there was my dad standing there in the kitchen within perfect view of me and Celine. My mind started racing wondering if he saw us. In my head I already knew the answer but I was still holding out hope that the Gods were on my side today.****
As I was still standing still next to the door waiting for my dad to say something, ANYTHING at all my heart was racing and j could feel my pulse in my ear. My Dad then says "hello honey, um who was that?", I searched my brain looking for an answer but I then said "hey dad good morning, that was my friend Celine" my dad is still looking at me at this time and he says "Celine? I've never heard you talk about her before, why was she here? At this time I noticed the expression in my dads face started to change so I rushed over to him and said softly " Dad, can we please talk about this in private please?" It was like my dad didn't even hear me because he then said "Jamie, who the hell was that woman? Are you a lesbian? Why were you kissing her?" I said dad she's my friend from dance class it was nothing I promise you. As I said this I started to cry because I didn't want to lie to my dad but he seemed to be getting very angry and I didnt want him to get my mom involved so I hugged him and I said "dad I have a boyfriend who's name is Sean remember? My dad then grabs my arm and pulls me all the way upstairs to my bedroom and he closes the door. He then said "Jamie, do not lie to me, I know what I saw. I know that you have a boyfriend but there is such a thing as bisexual these days and if this is the case then clarify this right now because my mind is going crazy." As my mind was racing trying to find the words to say I fell to the ground and I said "Daddy! I think that I like girls dad." Tears were rolling down my eyes as the words left my lips. I was e petting my dad to go crazy at this point and to disown me as his daughter but instead he got down on the ground beside me and he held me and he said "oh my baby girl it's ok, it's ok. I already knew this honey". At this time I was beyond confused. What did my dad just say? I turned to look at my dad and he said "honey your mother and I already knew since you were eight years old. Your first crush was on your teach and then little Diana from across the street. We caught you kissing her when you were 8 1/2 years old. When you started dating Sean we figured that maybe it was just a faze you were going through. But now here we are years later and you finally found yourself. Honey don't be sad it is ok. I am happy if you are happy and so is your mom . We do not love you any less because of it. You are still our daughter and we love you so very much." After my dad finished speaking I buried my head in his arms and sobbed because I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My parents knew even before I knew that I was into women. My dad said "hey, don't let mom know yet let's tell her later after you figure everything out because you know how she can get. She will ruin this for you by letting it slip with Sean or something and ruin everything for you." I agreed with my dad, mom can be a bit much sometimes so I decided not to tell mom. My dad got up to leave but before he left he gave me a kiss in my forehead and tell me that he'll see me later for dinner. I said bye to my dad and I climbed back into bed. It has been a weird two days!.. I need to sleep!
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