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Chapter 9 - THE DAY AFTER PART III
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2020-10-08 05:45:36Two hours has passed and I still did not receive a message back from Sean. I looked out of the window and I noticed that his car was gone. I didn't even hear him come back. He was so angry with me he didn't even want to see me. He didn't know why or even try to find out why. He just took off and never returned and completely shut me out. I dont blame Sean for being upset at the thought of me even leaving him. We were good together. We made so much sense, but it wasn't fair to him to try to stay with him when I couldn't gruels love him with my all, when a part of me would always want and yearn to be with a woman. What if we got married and had children and then one day I decided to just leave everything we've built for a woman? Before it got to that point I needed to end it with him. I wasn't leaving him because of Celine, yes she played a part in it but Celine just allowed me to open my eyes to what I was blinded by my whole life. It wasn't fair to Sean so I needed to let him go no matter how much it may hurt him.
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I sat in my room clueless as to what to do about the situation and I picked up my phone to call my best friend Dee. As soon as the phone rang Dee picked up. "Hey girl what's up?" I immediately started crying my eyes out and Dee says in her concerned voice "oh honey what's the matter?" Before I could even respond she says that she on her way over and she's bringing ice cream. I hung up the phone and I just sat there crying waiting for Dee to come over with the ice cream. Dee believes that ice cream always makes things feel better. I think it's silly until we're half way through an entire ice cream and at that point we're already laughing and feeling a lot better at what ever problems we're facing.
At this time fifteen minutes going by and my bedroom door swings open and Dee comes walking in with ice cream in one hand and two spoons from my kitchen in the other hand. I dried even more when she walked in. She came over to me and started consoling me. After finally getting me to calm down she says "honey what's the matter tell me what's wrong." I was finally able to talk and as I was explaining everything to Dee she opens up the ice cream and hands me one of the spoons and she takes the other. As I was talking telling Dee everything we started eating the ice cream. Finally I was done telling her everything. The entire time Dee didn't say anything to me she just listened. That's one of the things I love about her she's a great listener. She likes to listen first before sharing her opinion. Dee finally says "first of all, girl, those roses are GORGEOUS! I saw them when I went into the kitchen and I absolutely loved them. At first I thought well Dam Mr. Scott went all out for Mrs. Scott but now I learn that Celine gave them to you and had it personally sent to you?. Wow, I mostly see these things in movies but for you to actually experience it I'm totally jealous." I started to smile a little because Dee was right, the whole roses being delivered was definitely like something out of the movies. I've never even seen my dad do stuff like that for my mom. He would bring her flowers for her birthday and Valentine's Day and I would bring flowers for her on Mother's Day but even when my dad would go away on business trips he never sent her "just because flowers". I'm pretty sure my mom didn't mind because my dad made up for the things he was lacking in their relationship. Celine definitely stole a part of my heart from this gesture. Dee then mentions the sex lastnight. She couldn't believe that I had sex with Celine she had so many questions but she didn't want to ask them all right now. Dee then says "babe Sean just needs some time, this is all a lot for him to digest right now. When he is ready he will reach out to you I'm sure of it. He's a good guy and we both know that he is so just give him some time. In the mean time I am here for you when ever you need me." At this time we were half way through our ice cream and we're now cracking jokes about my whole situation with Celine and everything that happened with my dad. Dee knew exactly how to make me feel better. We continued talking a few hours then we put on a movie on Netflix and decided to just watch a movie to pass the time.
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