Chapter 5 - THE PARTY!

I must have fallen asleep because I suddenly felt my phone vibrating next to my body. I reached for my phone and it was my best friend Dee. I picked up and she said, "hey Jamie I'm here open the door." I was a bit confused at first but then I remembered Brad's party is tonight. I went downstairs to open the door and I saw Dee standing there with two big bags in her hands. I said wait, what's going on? She says girl you know I need different outfit choices and I need my best friend to help me pick the perfect outfit so that I can impress the guy I met today. I rolled my eyes because I knew that Dee was going all out for this new guy she met. I love her so much but I just wish she would slow down a bit. I said ok fine let me take a shower then we can get dressed and head to the party. The party starts at 8pm and it is now currently 7:30pm. I said Dee we'll be late for the party. Dee looked at me like I was crazy. She said you know the life of the party never arrive on time. We have to be fashionably late. I laughed because she is so crazy, no wonder we are best friends! I turned around and headed for the shower.

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After my shower I came out of the bathroom and I saw Dee on the phone talking to someone but I didn't pay any attention to it. Dee is friendly with a lot of people. She's that girl that everyone wants to be friends with but she would always say that she only has room for one true friend and that's me. I head over to my closet to find an outfit. I saw two outfits I bought recently that I never wore that would be perfect for tonight so I took it out and asked Dee to choose. Right away Dee said oh no, they're both so perfect how can I choose?. So she picked the outfit in my left hand and I told her hey you can wear this one if you really like it. She ran over to me and gave me the biggest hug she possibly could and she said thank you, thank you, thank you Jamie. This is awesome, now let's get ready so we can steal the show. I did my make up and Dee hates doing her make up so I did hers for her and we left the house at 9pm.

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We arrived at the party at 9:20pm. When we arrived we saw a lot of cars, so much cars we could barely find parking. We finally found parking at 9:45pm but it was 10 minutes walk back to the house. Someone  should have warned me not to wear heels. My shoes were not meant for walking long distances. As we were walking Dee turned to me and asked if I invited my boyfriend Sean. I told her no I didn't because I just wanted a night to clear my head. As I said those words I suddenly remembered why I wanted to come out and party in the first place. How could I have forgotten the most amazing kiss that Celine and I shared earlier today. My heart suddenly started racing as I thought about the kiss. Dee and I arrived at Brads house and as soon as the door opened up everyone started staring at us. Brad noticed me and walked over to me and said hey Jamie you came. Welcome to my new home. Brad had a huge smile in his face. He came closer to me and whispered in my ear " Jamie this could have been our home." I laughed as I pulled away from him. Brad laughed as he said Jamie you know you're my girl. Sean is really a lucky guy. As he says this I rolled my eyes and I walked away. Dee followed behind me as we walked into the party. Everyone started greeting us. Once you knew who Dee was you knew who Jamie was so everyone was excited to see us at the party. I headed over to the table where the drinks were and I grabbed a bottle of Corona beer. Dee grabbed the Henny bottle and started mixing drinks. She made two cups. One for her and one for me. I now had two drinks in my hand and I didn't feel a way about it. I needed to get loose and have a good time. The DJ started playing good dance music and Dee and I started dancing with each other. Suddenly the crowd started staring at someone and someone said who is that? I didn't pay much attention to it and I kept on dancing. Suddenly Dee yelled "OH MY GOD CELINE YOU MADE IT!" come here dance with us!. My heart stopped. I couldn't believe that the person I needed to just forget for one second was here and my best friend invited her. Dee must have invited her when u was in the shower, that must have been who she was talking to when u walked out of the bathroom. I couldn't blame Dee because she didn't know what was going on. She didn't know about the kiss we shared earlier. The blood from my face suddenly left my face and Celine leaned in as if she was going to give me a hug and she whispered in my ear. Hi, it's nice to see you again, relax, you look like you've seen a Ghost or something. I couldn't help but smile as she said this and I felt all the blood rushing back to my face. Celine said hello ladies you both look so stunning. I didn't know how to dress for the occasion so I kind of threw on what ever seemed appropriate. As I looked at Celine I could not believe that this is what she called "whatever" as she looked absolutely stunning in her outfit, her outfit fits her so perfectly you would think she had it tailored to fit her perfectly. As I stood there with my mouth half open because I was so stunned by her beauty I could hear people whispering trying to figure out who this gorgeous woman is. As I heard them talking I thought to myself "she's mine so back off" I couldn't help but smile at this thought. The question again lingered in my head, what does this all mean? Why am I thinking like this? Why am I so drawn to her. And I couldn't stop staring at Celine's pink lips. I wanted her to kiss me again and I wanted her to help me understand what was happening but I was too chicken to find out for myself.

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Dee and Celine started dancing with each other and I was sipping on both of my drinks. Celine grabs the cup with the henny mix Dee mixed together and she sniffed it first and she says "may i have some?" Before u could answer she takes a sip and says "hmm this is really good." I said yes it is Dee mixed it together and she says oh really? It's really good as she takes another sip and hands me back the cup. Celine was still dancing to the song and as she dances next to me I can smell her beautiful sweet fragrance. My stomach felt funny again. Dee suddenly sees the guy she met at the Starbucks earlier and says "hey Guys I'll be right back I see the guy from the Starbucks." As Dee turns to walk away I felt someone wrap their arms around my waist from behind me. Right away I knew that it was Celine holding me because I could feel her soft skin and smell her amazing perfume. I felt so comfortable in her arms and I didn't want her to let go but I pulled away from her the second I thought about Sean. I also didn't want to give anyone at the party the wrong idea. Who knew what rumors they would try to start because of this.

When I pulled away from Celine, she grabbed my arm and pulled me back closer to her. As she held me tighter she whispered in my ear and said "come with me." She didn't let go of my hand instead she had me following behind her with her hands in mine. We went to a room in the back away from everyone. When we entered into the room Celine pulled me into the room and closed the door behind her. The lights were off but there was a night light on so I could still see her face. I asked her "what are you doing?" Without answering my question Celine leaned forward and kissed me so softly on my lips. This time her kisses were a lot deeper and more passionate. I still had the Corona beer in my hand and I just felt myself drop the bottle on the floor.  I don't know what happened but I had no control over my body. We started kissing each other very passionately. Celine cupped my breast and ran her hands up and down my back. She started kissing on my neck and running her tongue up and down my neck. I couldn't help but moan so softly. I was being touched like I've never been touched before. I was rubbing on celine ass when she took my my right arm and started sucking on my fingers. She started moaning as she was sucking on my fingers. Celine then puts her left hand on my face and says you're so fucking beautiful. I want you!. I felt like my knees were going to give out at this exact moment. I didn't know what was happening but all I knew was that I didn't want this to ever stop. Celine starts kissing me again we kissed for a little longer. She then pulls away and says to me "have you ever been with another woman?" I told her no I haven't. That she's the first woman I have ever kissed. Celine smiled when she heard this and says "oh I'm one lucky woman to be your first." She then says "I want to be your first everything, can I have you?" Before I could even think about saying anything else, the words YES! Came out of my mouth. I had no control over myself. After saying yes Celine kisses me even harder this time like she wanted to steal my soul from my body. She then unbottons the button from my shorts and rubs me from the outside of my shorts. As things started to get even more intense I suddenly realized what was happening and I snapped back to reality. Celine looked at me a bit confused, she said I thought this was what we both wanted. I said to Celine, I don't even know what this is. I started panicking and I pushed Celine aside and I ran out the door. I started looking for Dee but I couldn't find her so I sent her a text "hey where are you I need to leave." but she didn't respond. After a few minutes I was about to walk out of the door of the house and I received a text from Dee. "Hey what's going on? Are you ok?" I replied "No, I need to leave NOW!" As soon as I sent the text I saw Dee pushing her way through the crowd heading in my direction. I started huffing and puffing and I started pacing back and forth. Dee finally catches up to me and she says "hey what's the matter?" She could tell from the look on my face that something was wrong. After I didn't respond she said "did someone do something to you? I swear to God I will burn this house down if someone dared to mess with you." I knew how serious Dee was from the sound of her voice alone so I said "no, just come on let's go. I will tell you in the car. 

As we were walking to the car Dee could barely keep up with me because I was walking way too fast. I needed to get out of here ASAP!! As we were walking to the car we heard foot steps approaching behind us and it was Celine running behind us. Celine caught up to us and said hey you guys are my ride home did you forget? At this point I felt my blood boiling. I turned around and I said ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?!?! Dee who was clueless right now about everything that happened had her eyes wide open trying to understand what was happening. Celine turned to me and said Jamie I'm sorry what ever I did to make you upset I sincerely apologize. I went off of a vibe I was getting from you and I guess I was wrong. I'm so sorry please don't be mad at me I swear I'm a good person. Can we please just forget everything that happened? At this point my feelings and emotions were all jumbled up and I didn't know how to feel or how to react appropriately so I said from now on just let's stay away from each other. I will take an UBER home and you can take a ride home with Dee. I will see you when ever we cross paths!. After I said that I immediately took my phone out to call an UBER when Dee snatched my phone out of my hand. "Are you stupid?!?!" Dee says with her face still confused as to what's really happening. We came here together so we leave together. I promised Celine a ride home if she came out tonight and she did so I will not go back on my promise. So stop what ever this is and get in the car NOW!.  At this time Celine and I both sat in the car. I sat in the back seat and Celine sat in the passenger seat. 

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After about five minutes of driving in complete silence. Dee said ok so who's going to tell me what the fuck is going on because the two of you. You guys just met today and it just doesn't make any sense that you're already hating each other. I said it's nothing just let it go. Dee pulls the car over and says "No, what we're not going to do is start keeping secrets after all of these years of friendship. Dee points to Celine and says "You! Start talking, what's going on?" Celine refuses to say anything at this time so Dee turns to me and says you either start talking or we're never leaving here!. Knowing how serious Dee is and knowing that I just want to get home and away from Celine I said, We kissed. Are you happy now? We kissed once at school when we met and again tonight but only tonight we almost fucked in one of Brads rooms. I have never ever kissed a girl before in my life but for some reason I am drawn to her and I can't hide my feelings for her. I mean come on, look at her she's fucking gorgeous but I am not a lesbian. For God sakes I have a boyfriend and we've been together for years but here she comes confusing me and shit. As those words left my lips Celine turns around and says. I didn't do anything but act on the vibe you were giving off. For the record I think you're very beautiful and gorgeous as well and you make my head spin. I can't get you out of my head since I met you. I think you always liked women but you just never acted on it or had anyone act on it until now. Now you're confused and running away from me like I did something to you when I didn't. I didn't do anything you didn't want me to. All you had to do was say no and nothing would have happened. From that first kiss you could have pushed me away but you didn't. So why are you so mad at me?. 

As Celine kept talking my mind was so wrapped up in how amazing her voice is. I could still feel her breath on my neck from when she whispered in my ear. But as she was talking she wasn't lying about anything she said. She is not to be blamed for anything that happened. She's right I could have stopped it but I didn't. So I said to her I'm sorry, you're not to blame for what happened. I'm more mad at myself because this is all so confusing. Please if you don't mind just give me some time to deal with my feelings and figure everything out. Celine nodded her head and agreed. At this time Dee who didn't say anything this entire time suddenly said. Well SHIT!! I am so blind! How did I not pick up on this?. But wait, Jamie you said you never kissed a girl before? What about that girl from 6th grade when we played spin the bottle and you told me that you actually liked it. You swore that you were a lesbian because of that kiss. You even refused to talk to your now boyfriend Sean because you said he's not what you're looking for and you felt like you were going down the wrong path. Were  these all not clues that you are indeed attracted to women? Are these not proof that you might infact be bisexual or maybe even a lesbian caught up in a heterosexual relationship with someone who you think you love but you really dont?. I think you need to take a moment to just sit with yourself and figure this out. Maybe you guys should hangout as friends and see how you feel about each other. Celine and I both agreed and we decided to exchange phone numbers. Dee started driving again and she dropped me off first but after I got out of the car and was heading to my door Celine came out of the car as well and walked with me to my door. Celine wanted to apologize face to face she wanted me to know how sorry she was for everything. But as she was apologizing I couldn't help myself but I pulled her close to me and I leaned in for a kiss. Our kisses were so soft and pleasing. Our kisses sent chills down my whole entire body. We held each other for a minute and I said to Celine. Where were you when I was looking for you?. Celine seemed a bit confused as to what I meant but then she finally understood and she said "I took a wrong turn but I was rerouted and I started heading in this direction. We both smiled at each other and Celine said good night and I went inside as Dee and Celine drove off.