FAZER LOGINAll your life you thought you knew who you’re supposed to love but in the end your heart falls for the total opposite.... Jamie has a boyfriend named Sean. She meets Celine one day in her dance class and immediately falls for her. Jamie is in love with her boyfriend Sean but she starts to question her sexuality as things begin to heat up between her and this beautiful woman Celine. She never in her life would think that she would fall for a woman but she was and it feels so right. Does she stay with her boyfriend? Or does she leave him for Celine? Follow along in this exciting novel to see how this story plays out...
Ver maisToday just like every other school day I sit and wait for my boyfriend Sean to pick me up from home so that we can head to school together. We're bother going to the same college which is New York University. I'm a double major majoring in Dance and Accounting and my boyfriend Sean is majoring in Accounting. Sean and I are high school sweet hearts. We met in our freshmen year in High School. I was reading a book in the cafeteria and Sean came over to my table and just sat there and didn't say anything he just stared at me when he thought I wasn't looking. He did this for a few days before he finally introduced himself to me. He stretched out his hand with a big smile on his face and he said "hi I'm Sean what's your name?" I said hi Sean i'm Jamie, nice to meet you. It was history from there. We were friends for about 1 month before he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. Sean was my first everything, my first kiss and my first love. I never knew that I could love someone the way I love my boyfriend Sean. The way he cares for me, we never argue or have any disagreements, we communicate about everything and we just understand each other so well. The type of love we have it's the kind of love that you only see in movies, the made up kind but our is real. I wouldn't change a thing about our relationship. I want us to grow old together.
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As I sit there waiting for my boyfriend Sean to arrive he pulls up in his grey Range Rover. He was so proud of his Range Rover. His dad was so proud of him for graduating high school that he gifted him his dream car as a graduation present. As his car pulls up I stood up with a smile on my face ready to greet him. Sean has always been such a gentlemen So as he stops the car he hops out and rushes over to the passenger side to open the door for me to get in. Before he closes the door he leans forward and kisses me so softly on my lips. As he presses his warm lips against mine it sends chills all through my body. You would think that after dating for so many years that our love would start to fade but it just grows everyday. Sean closes my side of the door and heads back to the driver side. As he's about to drive off he stares at me and say, you look so beautiful today. I smiled and I held his right hand in my left arm as he starts driving.Dee and I fell sleep while watching a movie on Netflix. After all of that crying I was very sleepy. I woke up first and I looked at my phone to see if Sean tried to reach out but to my dismay he didn't. Like Dee suggested I needed to give him some time so I didn't blow up his phone with text messages or call too many times and leave a bunch of voicemail. I was about to put my phone down when Dee woke up and asked if Sean contacted me yet. I told her that he didn't yet. Dee looked at me with her puppy dog eyes and she said don't worry baby girl he will eventually. Suddenly the doorbell rang. Dee and I looked at each other with our eyes wide open and we rang downstairs to see who it was. As I opened the door two delivery guys were standing at the door. They both said "are you Jamie Scott?" I was so confused because I didn't order anything. Both delivery guys gave me the items in their hands and walked away. Dee asked "what is that Jamie?" I said "I don't know I didn't order anything b
Two hours has passed and I still did not receive a message back from Sean. I looked out of the window and I noticed that his car was gone. I didn't even hear him come back. He was so angry with me he didn't even want to see me. He didn't know why or even try to find out why. He just took off and never returned and completely shut me out. I dont blame Sean for being upset at the thought of me even leaving him. We were good together. We made so much sense, but it wasn't fair to him to try to stay with him when I couldn't gruels love him with my all, when a part of me would always want and yearn to be with a woman. What if we got married and had children and then one day I decided to just leave everything we've built for a woman? Before it got to that point I needed to end it with him. I wasn't leaving him because of Celine, yes she played a part in it but Celine just allowed me to open my eyes to what I was blinded by my whole life. It wasn't fair to Sean so I needed to let him go no
After talking to my dad I payed back down in bed and I tried to fall asleep. As I layed there trying to fall asleep I could smell Celine's scent all over my sheets and pillow. I smiled to myself as the events of lastnight fussed in my head. I hurried my head in my pillow and I started shaking excitedly. I really had an amazing time with Celine. She was so gentle with me. She was definitely not shy. Even though I was a bit shy because this was indeed my first time ever being with a woman I couldn't help but feel comfortable with Celine. I wished she didn't have to leave. As I thought about Celine my thoughts turned to my dad who just told me that he knew that I was into women even before I did, not only that but my mom knew as well. My best friend Dee even knew about this, it seemed as thought I was the one running from my true feelings. We're always told who we're supposed to love but the heart speaks for itself. The heart wants what the heart wants. There was no running or hiding f
The next day at about 4am Celine wakes up first and she stared at me sleeping. She then leans down and kisses me on my lips until I woke up. I woke up with a smile on my face. It felt great to wake up with way. She then says "I had an amazing time either you". I started to recall the events of the night and I started to blush. I then looked her in the eyes and said "I had an amazing time with you too". Celine then leans forward and gives me a kiss. She then starts to cuddle with me. We cuddled for a few minutes before she said "I know I came here for us to talk, I'm sorry if we didn't exactly do much talking", I started to laugh then I said "it's ok, I think we're somewhat on the same page here. We're both just trying to figure this out. Being that I am in a heterosexual relationship with my boyfriend I need to figure out what exactly this is before we go any further. Even though this may have been a tad bit too far already. My boyfriend is a really good guy and he deserves the resp





