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Chapter 3 - FIRST SMILE!
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2020-10-06 06:48:39At this time Dee and I were standing right in front of Celine. Standing less than 6 feet away from Celine I could smell her sweet fragrance. Her skin was flawless. At this time she did not notice that Dee and I were standing right next to her. I couldn't help but stare at her beauty. I have never in my life felt this way towards a woman. I couldn't understand this feeling. What does this mean? Does this mean that I am into girls? The only person I feel this way towards is my boyfriend Sean. I felt my face instantly flushed as Celine finally raised her head and realized that Dee and I were standing next to her. As she saw Dee her eyes lit up and She smirked and said hello Dee great to see you again. Dee who was standing right next to me at this time didn't realize that I was so fascinated by Celine. Dee stretches out her hand to shake Celine's hand. she said hello Celine this is my best friend Jamie, Jamie this is Celine. Celine finally notices me standing there and she stared at me with her her brown eyes and smiled at me and said hello. At this very moment my entire body felt hot. I forgot how to speak, I tried to talk but nothing came out I suddenly had the urge to sit down. My legs felt like jelly and I started sweating. I thought I was going to have a heart attack or pass out. Dee who still didn't realize what was happening tapped me on my arm and said hey silly Celine said hello don't be rude say hello back. At this moment the words finally came out of my mouth and I said hi Celine it is a pleasure to meet you. Celine smiles at me again but this she goes in for a hug. As her body was against mine I couldn't help but lean into the hug. Her skin felt so soft and she smelled even better up close. I didn't understand what was happening so I said excuse me I have to use the ladies room. As I was about to walk away Celine says hey I have to go too I'll head that way with you. At this moment my heart sunk into my chest. I needed a minute to just breathe, I needed to make sense of what was happening.
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At this time I was headed to the ladies room and Celine and I were walking side by side. Her arm grazed my arm after every few steps. She turns to me and says, so Jamie is it? I turned to her and said yes I'm Jamie. She says so Jamie how long have you been dancing? I told her that Dee and I have been dancing since we were five years old. She said wow that's a really long time. She said she I wish I started at that age. My parents were very strict and didn't allow me to do anything. But by the time I was 17 I started to rebel and so what ever I wanted. I graduated high school at 16 so that allowed me to have a bit of freedom but my parents still tried to control me. They never wanted me to major is dance. The only way they would allow me to do dance is if I did it as a double major. It's hard but I have to make it work. At this moment I couldn't help but feel even more close to her, she was so sweet and so smart. I could not picture her being rebellious towards her parents. I have no idea what her life is like but just from looking at her I could tell that she's not the type to act out. She just seems to want to have some freedom.
At this moment I turned to Celine and I asked, so when did you start dancing? She said I've been dancing since I was 13 years old. In high school there was a dance team started by the seniors and she joined them during her lunch break and realized that she really loves dancing and that she was really good at it. She even went as far as to win a dance competition with her freestyle dance. It was absolutely amazing. Her parents found out about the competition the day after and went absolutely nuts. They were very disappointed and said they didn't raise her to be a dancer but to go to school and get an education and to build a good future for herself. They grounded her for two months after that. But she didn't care because she got to live out a dream that would be in her memory forever.
At this time we were in front of the bathroom door. She walks in first and I followed behind. I went into one stall and Celine went into another stall right next to mine. I didn't really have to use the bathroom I just needed a minute to breathe and understand why I was feeling this way towards this woman. As I was just standing there I could hear her flush the toilet so I flushed mine too and walked out. As we were both standing next to the sink about to wash our hands she says to me, I don't mean to be nosy but did you even use the toilet? She says this with a smile on her face just waiting to laugh about it. I didn't want to lie but I didn't want to tell the truth either so I said no I didn't have to go. She looks at me and says ok. At this moment I wiped my hands and as I'm about to walk out of the bathroom I felt Celine grab my arm and she smiled at me she comes closer to me and she places her right hand on my left side of my cheek, she leans in and she presses her soft lips against mine. I don't know what was happening but I didn't pull away or complain. I wasn't mad about what was happening. All I knew was that I didn't want it to end. I felt like I couldn't breathe. Her lips were soft and her kiss was so gentle, her lips taste like sweet strawberries. I felt her tongue touch mine and I finally collapsed into the kiss. We were kissing for what seemed to be like 10 minutes but it was only for one minute.Celine pulls away and she looks me in my eyes and says I feel the same way too. She said i walked into that room and you're the first person I noticed and I couldn't help myself. If I'm too forward I'm sorry but I couldn't help it. After she says this she let's go of me and she walks away. I was stunned and could not understand what just happened. I couldn't move. I stayed there in the bathroom trying to collect my thoughts.
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