All Chapters of Love at first smile: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

Today just like every other school day I sit and wait for my boyfriend Sean to pick me up from home so that we can head to school together. We're bother going to the same college which is New York University. I'm a double major majoring in  Dance and Accounting and my boyfriend Sean is majoring in Accounting. Sean and I are high school sweet hearts. We met in our freshmen year in High School. I was reading a book in the cafeteria and Sean came over to my table and just sat there and didn't say anything he just stared at me when he thought I wasn't looking. He did this for a few days before he finally introduced himself to me. He stretched out his hand with a big smile on his face and he said "hi I'm Sean what's your name?" I said hi Sean i'm Jamie, nice to meet you. It was history from there. We were friends for about 1 month before he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. Sean was my first everything, my first kiss

At this time Dee and I were standing right in front of Celine. Standing less than 6 feet away from Celine I could smell her sweet fragrance. Her skin was flawless. At this time she did not notice that Dee and I were standing right next to her. I couldn't help but stare at her beauty. I have never in my life felt this way towards a woman. I couldn't understand this feeling. What does this mean? Does this mean that I am into girls? The only person I feel this way towards is my boyfriend Sean. I felt my face instantly flushed as Celine finally raised her head and realized that Dee and I were standing next to her. As she saw Dee her eyes lit up and She smirked and said hello Dee great to see you again. Dee who was standing right next to me at this time didn't realize that I was so fascinated by Celine. Dee stretches out her hand to shake Celine's hand. she said hello Celine this is my best friend Jamie, Jamie this is Celine. C

I must have fallen asleep because I suddenly felt my phone vibrating next to my body. I reached for my phone and it was my best friend Dee. I picked up and she said, "hey Jamie I'm here open the door." I was a bit confused at first but then I remembered Brad's party is tonight. I went downstairs to open the door and I saw Dee standing there with two big bags in her hands. I said wait, what's going on? She says girl you know I need different outfit choices and I need my best friend to help me pick the perfect outfit so that I can impress the guy I met today. I rolled my eyes because I knew that Dee was going all out for this new guy she met. I love her so much but I just wish she would slow down a bit. I said ok fine let me take a shower then we can get dressed and head to the party. The party starts at 8pm and it is now currently 7:30pm. I said Dee we'll be late for the party. Dee looked at me like I was crazy. She said you know the life of the party never arrive on time. We have to

The next day at about 4am Celine wakes up first and she stared at me sleeping. She then leans down and kisses me on my lips until I woke up. I woke up with a smile on my face. It felt great to wake up with way. She then says "I had an amazing time either you". I started to recall the events of the night and I started to blush. I then looked her in the eyes and said "I had an amazing time with you too". Celine then leans forward and gives me a kiss. She then starts to cuddle with me. We cuddled for a few minutes before she said "I know I came here for us to talk, I'm sorry if we didn't exactly do much talking", I started to laugh then I said "it's ok, I think we're somewhat on the same page here. We're both just trying to figure this out. Being that I am in a heterosexual relationship with my boyfriend I need to figure out what exactly this is before we go any further. Even though this may have been a tad bit too far already. My boyfriend is a really good guy and he deserves the resp

Two hours has passed and I still did not receive a message back from Sean. I looked out of the window and I noticed that his car was gone. I didn't even hear him come back. He was so angry with me he didn't even want to see me. He didn't know why or even try to find out why. He just took off and never returned and completely shut me out. I dont blame Sean for being upset at the thought of me even leaving him. We were good together. We made so much sense, but it wasn't fair to him to try to stay with him when I couldn't gruels love him with my all, when a part of me would always want and yearn to be with a woman. What if we got married and had children and then one day I decided to just leave everything we've built for a woman? Before it got to that point I needed to end it with him. I wasn't leaving him because of Celine, yes she played a part in it but Celine just allowed me to open my eyes to what I was blinded by my whole life. It wasn't fair to Sean so I needed to let him go no