Chapter 1- THE HEART

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• Love at first smile   Chapter 10 - TWENTY ONE QUESTIONS

  Dee and I fell sleep while watching a movie on Netflix. After all of that crying I was very sleepy. I woke up first and I looked at my phone to see if Sean tried to reach out but to my dismay he didn't. Like Dee suggested I needed to give him some time so I didn't blow up his phone with text messages or call too many times and leave a bunch of voicemail. I was about to put my phone down when Dee woke up and asked if Sean contacted me yet. I told her that he didn't yet. Dee looked at me with her puppy dog eyes and she said don't worry baby girl he will eventually. Suddenly the doorbell rang. Dee and I looked at each other with our eyes wide open and we rang downstairs to see who it was. As I opened the door two delivery guys were standing at the door. They both said "are you Jamie Scott?" I was so confused because I didn't order anything. Both delivery guys gave me the items in their hands and walked away. Dee asked "what is that Jamie?" I said "I don't know I didn't order anything b

• Love at first smile   Chapter 9 - THE DAY AFTER PART III

  Two hours has passed and I still did not receive a message back from Sean. I looked out of the window and I noticed that his car was gone. I didn't even hear him come back. He was so angry with me he didn't even want to see me. He didn't know why or even try to find out why. He just took off and never returned and completely shut me out. I dont blame Sean for being upset at the thought of me even leaving him. We were good together. We made so much sense, but it wasn't fair to him to try to stay with him when I couldn't gruels love him with my all, when a part of me would always want and yearn to be with a woman. What if we got married and had children and then one day I decided to just leave everything we've built for a woman? Before it got to that point I needed to end it with him. I wasn't leaving him because of Celine, yes she played a part in it but Celine just allowed me to open my eyes to what I was blinded by my whole life. It wasn't fair to Sean so I needed to let him go no

• Love at first smile   Chapter 8 - THE DAY AFTER PART II

  After talking to my dad I payed back down in bed and I tried to fall asleep. As I layed there trying to fall asleep I could smell Celine's scent all over my sheets and pillow. I smiled to myself as the events of lastnight fussed in my head. I hurried my head in my pillow and I started shaking excitedly. I really had an amazing time with Celine. She was so gentle with me. She was definitely not shy. Even though I was a bit shy because this was indeed my first time ever being with a woman I couldn't help but feel comfortable with Celine. I wished she didn't have to leave. As I thought about Celine my thoughts turned to my dad who just told me that he knew that I was into women even before I did, not only that but my mom knew as well. My best friend Dee even knew about this, it seemed as thought I was the one running from my true feelings. We're always told who we're supposed to love but the heart speaks for itself. The heart wants what the heart wants. There was no running or hiding f

• Love at first smile   Chapter 7 - THE DAY AFTER!

  The next day at about 4am Celine wakes up first and she stared at me sleeping. She then leans down and kisses me on my lips until I woke up. I woke up with a smile on my face. It felt great to wake up with way. She then says "I had an amazing time either you". I started to recall the events of the night and I started to blush. I then looked her in the eyes and said "I had an amazing time with you too". Celine then leans forward and gives me a kiss. She then starts to cuddle with me. We cuddled for a few minutes before she said "I know I came here for us to talk, I'm sorry if we didn't exactly do much talking", I started to laugh then I said "it's ok, I think we're somewhat on the same page here. We're both just trying to figure this out. Being that I am in a heterosexual relationship with my boyfriend I need to figure out what exactly this is before we go any further. Even though this may have been a tad bit too far already. My boyfriend is a really good guy and he deserves the resp

• Love at first smile   Chapter 6 - THE TALK!

  as soon as I got into the house I headed straight for my room. As soon as I closed the door to my bedroom I could feel my heart racing. I finally felt like I could breathe and think straight again. I don't what what it is that Celine does to me but It's like she has me wrapped around her little finger. As I thought about her at this time I needed to sit for a while on my bed. As I was sitting in my bed I suddenly received a text from my boyfriend Sean. He texted me saying that he was on his way over. I haven't talked to Sean ever since I left school early. He was so worried about me. My heart stopped for a quick second and I got up and headed straight for the shower. I didn't want Sean to see me like this.As I got out of the shower I felt so much better, much more relaxed. I didn't want Sean to take one look at me and suspect that something was wrong. He had this super power when it comes to me. He could always read my face, but over the years I have learned to hide it from h

• Love at first smile   Chapter 5 - THE PARTY!

  I must have fallen asleep because I suddenly felt my phone vibrating next to my body. I reached for my phone and it was my best friend Dee. I picked up and she said, "hey Jamie I'm here open the door." I was a bit confused at first but then I remembered Brad's party is tonight. I went downstairs to open the door and I saw Dee standing there with two big bags in her hands. I said wait, what's going on? She says girl you know I need different outfit choices and I need my best friend to help me pick the perfect outfit so that I can impress the guy I met today. I rolled my eyes because I knew that Dee was going all out for this new guy she met. I love her so much but I just wish she would slow down a bit. I said ok fine let me take a shower then we can get dressed and head to the party. The party starts at 8pm and it is now currently 7:30pm. I said Dee we'll be late for the party. Dee looked at me like I was crazy. She said you know the life of the party never arrive on time. We have to