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2020-10-19 06:20:26After getting in a taxi and pulling up outside the club, I got a little nervous, I haven't been able to shift the feeling of being watched and it's been a long time since I've been up town, I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. I pulled myself together and said.
"Right lets go in before I change my mind" I have decided to go full steam ahead before I jump back in the taxi and head home.
We walked in and I was instantly hit with the bright flashing lights and thumping music, I forgot how a place like this can make you forget about everything.
"Right I will get the first lot of drinks, what you having?" Sally had to shout even though she was stood just infront of me at the bar.
"I will have a vodka and coke" I said while smilling.
"Double?" Sally questioned.
"Why not" I smilled at Sally and she winked at me.
After a few hours of drinking and dancing, I totally forgot about my nightmare and my feelings throughout the day. My feet were killing me, I needed to sit down.
"Sally! Where you going?" I shouted
"What does it look like!" The huge smile on her face told me I shouldn't ask more questions.
Sally was walking away from me, with her arms around some guys waist, she had been dancing with him the whole night, I can't remember his name, it was something like, Jim, Jake no wait it was Jack, YES Jack. I suddenly started to laught at myself.
"Is this seat taken?"
I don't recognize that voice, so I turned round to see who had spoken.
My eyes bugged out of my eye socket. Who the hell is this? He was around 6ft tall, dark brown hair, blue eyes, a nice tan and had muscles all over, he must work out. Yes he most definitely did.
When I realized that I hadn't spoken and spend the last few minutes staring at him I replied "nope"
I really wanted to smack my forhead when I heard him laughing, he must have found me very amusing but I didn't mind, I was too busy checking him out.
"So" he said "Can I buy you a drink?" He offered with such a pant dropping smile.
I couldn't refuse "yes why not, vodka and coke please"
I sat there watching him walk away. When he came back I blushed as he looked at me as if he knew I had been checking him out the whole time.
"So what's your name?"
"Sophia, yours?"
"Hugo, nice to meet you" he stretched out his hand. Which I gladly took.
"Nice to meet you Hugo" I took a welcoming sip of my drink and smilled over the top of my glass.
He was such a good looking man and nice but I couldn't help but look at him and think, what am I missing, no guy is nice for no reason, they are always after something.
I was just about to ask him about himself. When I saw HIM. Standing across the bar staring at me. His eyes were full of lust and desire. It made me want to throw up. I paniced. I jumped from my seat and ran to the bathroom. The look on Hugo's face was one of shock and confusion.
Great I have a cute guy come up to me to chat and I have to see HIM. Was it him or my mind playing tricks, either way my body wanted to throw up.
I closed the stool door and brought up the food I had eaten earlier. After I was done I felt better but suddenly I felt a chill run down my spine. I heard some girls moaning and running out the toilets. Fear gripped me then, it was the same back then, I was struggling to breath. Please let this be a nightmare, I prayed.
I stood up and pinned myself to the back of the toilet wall not wanting to open the door. I was trying to bring my breathing under control when he spoke.
"Sophia. Long time no see. You going to come out?"
I started to cry. I couldn't help but feel like my whole world was collapsing around me. I moved away from him, from everyone and everything I knew, hoping I would be free. Why did he have to show up now?
"You know it's rude to not reply to someone when they are talking to you." He said half laughing.
I couldn't help but think 'how am I going to get out of here?' I suddenly heard the door rattle and I held my breath. 'Please don't come in, please don't come in' I repeat over and over again in my head. I was starting to sweat.
Suddenly I heard him shout. "Get the fuck out of here!" And the bathroom door slammed shut. Someone must have come in. The way he shouted brought back loads of horrible memories. He obviously hasn't changed.
He kicked in my stoll door and it swung open. I was now in hysterics. He walked up to me and grabbed ahold of my arm really tightly and yanked me out towards the sinks.
"Well, well, well. If it isn't little Sophia." He smirked. I was shaking so much, my legs turned into jelly. I couldn't speak.
"You have definitely grown up into a beautiful woman." He purred in my ear. "How I would love to have you again."
"You definitely look more beautiful up close."
I suddenly realized that Ryan must have been watching me, my mind wasn't playing tricks on me. I tried to pull away from him. He only held on tighter.
"You know I love it when you struggle. Carry on and see where it gets you." He was practically panting. It was obvious that he was getting turned on.
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** Meanwhile in the Styles livingroom **"Hugo. Please take a seat." My dad said to me, so I did.I only came round as mum and dad said it was important."You know me and your mum have wanted you to get married and settled down for some time. Well..." he paused and mum took his hand in hers."When Harriet, Charles's wife, was pregnant with the twins, we decided if one was a girl you and her would get married once you was of age." He sighed and mum took over."Unfortunately after the birth Harriet and the baby girl had disappeared from the hospital. Charles and Lewis were taken to a different hospital a few hours after they were born, as he had a few issues that need specialist care. When Charles went back to the hospital to pick up Harriet and his baby girl, they had vanished. The hospital said they had no record of her or the births." Mum now had tears running down her cheeks. I didn't know what to say. What can I say
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"I don't know if I could ever forgive him for hurting my Sophia." Dad said and got up to go to bed."Night son.""Night dad."The next day Sophia came up to me and said that Sally her best friend was coming over. I can't wait to meet the woman who has always been there for Sophia. If it wasn't for her Sophia wouldn't be here now, Sophia said so herself."Sally is coming over, she should be here in 15 minutes." Sophia was happy, like really happy. I could tell Sally ment to world to her at this moment."I can't wait to meet her." I smiled.Sally nocked on the door."I'll get it" Sophia said as she rushed to answer the door.They said hi to each other as the hugged. When they pulled apart Sophia brought Sally over to me."Sally this is my brother Lewis." She smilled "Lewis this is my best friend Sally."I said hi and smiled at Sally. She was breathtaking, with her b
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'What arranged marriage? It can't be for me. As far as my parents know I am still seeing Sophia, surly they won't do this while they think I'm dating someone else?' I questioned myself in my head.They finished that conversation and moved on to talk about other stuff. At this point I decided to go to the bar and get drunk. I've had enough of this gala already and I just won't to go home.After about five shots and three wines I decided to call it a day, well actually Lewis decided that for me."Hugo man. We need to get you to your car, you need to go home. I think you've had enought to drink.""No man. I'm good. I'm goooood." I slurred and chuckled at the same time. I was starring to see two of him as he put his arm around me and lifted me off the stool.Lewis helped me walk over to my car and put me in the passenger seat. I guess he is going to drive me home.We we're driving in a awkward sil
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"Yo...your daughter?" Said both Debbie and Henry at the same time.The look on their face was of pure shock. They know everything that had happen with my wife and daughter, they were the ones who helped me through it all. Debbie was best friends with Harriet when it all happened, so she also took it hard."Yes, we have finally found her." I exclaimed with a huge smile on my face.I could see the confusion on their faces, even Hugo looked confused."I didn't know you had a daughter, it's a shame she can't be here." Hugo said with a smile, not realising he has already met her."Yes it is a shame." I sighed.I really wanted to have a go at him for what he has done to Sophia. Even though she hasn't told us who the father of the baby was, both me and Lewis believe that it was Hugo, given the timeline and everything thing.All I could do was smile at him and swallow my words, I would be making a scene if I voice my tho
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I have spent the last three days at home being looked after by both Lewis and dad. It has been nice to have them with me, it's not how I thought I would be spending the first few days living with them.Today I have decided to go and see Hugo to let him know I lost our baby. I don't expect anything from him but I need to get it off my chest and tell him so I can move on from this. Don't get me wrong I will never forget my baby, it will always hold a piece of my heart.Once I got to Hugo's office I started to get nervous. It was the same as last time, I am once again sitting in the waiting area.I was looking around and noticed that a woman had gone into Hugo's office with a bag of food and then left almost as soon as she entered. I took that as a opportunity that he was alone having his lunch.I got up from my seat and walked to his office door, luckily for me his receptionist has left her desk for lunch, so it was all clear. I knoc
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** Lewis point of view **Everything went by in a blur.The ambulance had come along with the firefighters. They had to cut Sophia out of the car, it was heart breaking to see it all happen.As I was getting checked over by the ambulance crew, a police man came to me to ask me questions. I answered the best I could but it happened so fast I couldn't really remember anything."Thank you for your time" the police officer said. "We will now take statements form the witnesses. If we have anything else to ask you, we will get in touch."I just nodded my head, I was in shock. All I wanted to do was get back to Sophia and make sure she was all right.When Sophia was finally cut out of the car, it felt like it took them a lifetime to do so, she was rushed into the ambulance."Please can I come to?" I pleaded to the ambulance staff."Yes. We have to leave now."
