All Chapters of Sophia's journey - how to open up and love: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

** Sophia's point of view **I woke up in the morning wrapped in his arms. I felt happy and relieved as I remembered last night. He was so lovely when he found out, I wasn't expecting that response, hence why I cried last night.I moved slightly so I could look at him. He was fast asleep and looked even more handsome while asleep. He started to stir. 'Shit' I said in my head. I was enjoying looking at him, I didn't want him to wake up."Morning" His voice was so husky."Morning" I smilled back.I felt the urge to kiss him so I did. He was taken back at first, but then he kissed me back. Something deep inside me started to stir. Then next thing I know I put my hand under the bed sheet and touched his manhood. He was startled and broke the kiss."You don't have to do that" he has a look of concern on his face."I know. I want to" I don't know if I can go all the way but I f

"Okay. Spit it out." I must have cut him up with what he was saying as he didn't look happy. "And... I'm going to ask some questions first." Hugo added.I blushed. I didn't dare to say anything else."Is your full name Sophia Rose Longthorpe?" He asked.How does he know that. "Yes it is""Is your mother called Hillary?""Was. My mum was called Hillary." Tears started to form in my eyes, it made Hugo look blurry. "I'm sorry, I didn't know." He handed me a tissue. "Is your birthday 13th January? And you are 24 years old?"I wiped my eyes and said. "Yes. How do you know all this?""As it seems you are definitely the person I have been looking for. I will tell you." He took a deep breath. "You are my sister. Twin sister."WTF!"Is this some kind of joke. I don't have any family, let alone a brother, a twin brother." I exclaimed."I promise you, I'm saying the truth. Let m

That afternoon I went back to mine. They both wanted me to stay but I was so used to being on my own, that I needed some space. Once I explained this to them they were happy to let me leave. I did have to promise them I would come back.I was in my bedroom searching under my bed. Having looked through the photos this morning, made me want to look through the things I had. I found the box and sat on the floor while I opened it. There were lots of photos of me and her and her necklace that she never took of, not even for showers. I was lucky enough to receive this from social services when my mum passed. It was the only thing I got. It was my only piece of mum that I had left. At that moment I decided that I would wear it and never take it off, just like my mum. I was always scared of wearing it just in case I lost it, it also didn't feel right to put it on but now it feels right. I looked in the mirror and couldn't believe how much I looked lik

"Of course you don't darling." Dad said with a smile on his face. "We will both be here for you. You can move in here if you like, so you will have people to take care of you.""Really?" I'm taking Sally's advice. I'm going to take everything that is offered to me, if I keep on saying no, then my life won't ever change. It's like what she said, this was ment to be my life from the beginning."100%. Just let us know when you want to move in and we will sort it all out." Lewis said."Gosh! It's a dream come true to have both my children under one roof." Dad was really excited."How about tomorrow? Or is that too soon." I hesitated. "Tomorrow. Tomorrow is fine." Dad got up from his seat. "Now children. Let have some dinner, shall we." He smiled as he left the room."You don't know how happy dad is now, that you are moving in here. He has always said he will be complete when you return home." Lewis paused and smiled at me.

I have spent the last three days at home being looked after by both Lewis and dad. It has been nice to have them with me, it's not how I thought I would be spending the first few days living with them. Today I have decided to go and see Hugo to let him know I lost our baby. I don't expect anything from him but I need to get it off my chest and tell him so I can move on from this. Don't get me wrong I will never forget my baby, it will always hold a piece of my heart.Once I got to Hugo's office I started to get nervous. It was the same as last time, I am once again sitting in the waiting area.I was looking around and noticed that a woman had gone into Hugo's office with a bag of food and then left almost as soon as she entered. I took that as a opportunity that he was alone having his lunch.I got up from my seat and walked to his office door, luckily for me his receptionist has left her desk for lunch, so it was all clear. I knoc